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"Impossible, Impossible, Impossible," I sang multiple times to myself in the shower.

Yesterday we sang Impossible to Simon and Marc Anthony. That's when we were told that we made it to live shows. We made it.

When this all happened, singing in front of Simon as a group, it hit me. We are meant to be a group. We clicked so well, we sounded really good. And of course Simon thought so as well.

We are Lylas. I like the name, it's different. I'm in a girl group. No duh Lauren.

"Lauren hurry up I'm bored." Camila said from outside the bathroom.

We never really talk about us, together, while we are here. We're going back to Miami tomorrow for a few days before the live shows. I'm so happy that we're in a girl group. It's like having new friends to live my dream with instead of being alone.

I walked out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around me. "So what do you want to do Camz?"

She looked at me and blushed. "Get dressed first and then we'll talk about it."

I grabbed clothes out of my suit case and walked back into the bathroom and got dressed.

"OK so now what?" I asked laying in the bed next to Camila.

"Let's just lay here. We can cuddle like we used to." She frowned after saying it, "I mean we don't have to but that's what I'd like."

"Of course. I would never turn down cuddles from Camila." I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer.

I started humming and she hummed along until she fell asleep. She was probably really tired, but then again when isn't she.

I didn't want to leave her side, but I wanted to write. Write something like before. A note or a letter, I don't know.. But something for her to read while she's with her family and I am with mine.

I took out my journal.

Camz,

You fell asleep, and you look absolutely beautiful. Not that you don't when you're awake, it's just that right now, you're in peace. You have no cares, or worries and you're just you. The way you hair is just spread out on the bed, and your arms are dangling off the edge, and your legs are just relaxed along with the rest of your body, it's all so lovely. Your nose is sorta scrunched up and your mouth is kinda open, maybe you're trying to breathe, but you look really cute.

Tomorrow we're going back to Miami and I want you to enjoy all the time you have with your family, because once we're back, it's time to work. Remember this is a competition Camz and we have to work together, not just us, but Normani, Dinah, and Ally too. We're going to do so well I can already tell.

I know we both aren't ready to come out yet, shit we haven't even fixed our relationship, I mean if we could still possibly have one. So I think it's best if we don't tell the girls about us. For safety reasons of course. If I could I would definitely tell the world that you're mine, but for now, it could be just us and our little secret.

I kind of like that. You being my little secret. It's all secretive and cute. But are you even still mine?

Lets just focus on this XFactor life we are about to endure and then we can see what's in store for us.

I don't want to let us go. I'm glad we're in a girl group together. Now that this is what's in our future, im definitely glad. Now I don't have to be afraid of losing you again, because you'll be back next week for the live shows.

I believe in you. I believe in us. I believe in Lylas. I believe in Dinah and Ally and Normani. I believe that we'll make it far. I love you Camz.

-Lauren :)

I ripped the paper out of my journal and folded it. I placed it in the first zipper of Camila's suitcase.

I jumped onto the bed, making Camila move a little. "Camz wake up!"

She rolled over until she almost fell off the bed. "Camz," I whined.

"Lauren I'm sleepy." She spoke softly.

Just as I was about to join her instead of waking her, the phone rang.

"Hello?" I said speaking into my cell phone.

"Hey it's Ally. I thought maybe we could all meet up for Lunch before we leave tomorrow?"

"Sure, where at?"

"Uh, There is a pizza place down the street, if you want to meet us at 2 we'll be there."

"Okay, see you then." I smiled hanging up the phone.

I turned back to face Camila who was now wide awake sitting on the bed.

"Where you going?" She said with a frown on her face.

"You mean where are we going? We're going to get pizza with the girls in 20 minutes."

Camila immediately jumped out of bed and walking into the bathroom. She came out 5 minutes later. She had fixed her hair.

"Was I asleep long?" She asked looking around the room for her shoes.

"No, just about an hour."

We both got our shoes on in silence and walked out of the room.

We made our way to the elevator and Camila pressed the down button. "You know, I'm gonna miss this. Waking up to seeing you. Tomorrow I'm gonna be waking up my loud family." She said with a blank look on her face.

"You'll be waking up to me once we're back." I said smiling to make her feel less upset.

She didn't say another word. Instead she just took my hand into hers. We walked towards the pizza place down the street and the girls weren't even there yet.

"Let's get a booth?" I asked Camila, opening the door for her. She nodded.

We sat at a corner booth. Camila sitting across from me and just staring at me. "Lauren?"

"Yeah?"

"I have to tell you-" Before she was finished, Ally, Normani and Dinah walked in. FUCK.

"Hey guys!" Dinah said excitingly.

"Hey," I replied with a half smile, Camila doing the same.

Whatever Camila was going to say is just going to have to wait.

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