Exactly Where They'd Fall ((Camren Fanfic! & FIFTH HARMONY))

Lauren-5

A.N okay that last chapter was so hard for me to write. I cried a bit.

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They dont know how special you are. They dont what you've done to my heart. 

Only if people knew that I needed Camila then maybe I wouldnt be in this mess in the first place. 

My parents found out I was seeing somebody because someone told them. They dont know who but they didnt like that I was sneaking around. Thats how the whole fight started. I ended up saying things I didnt mean and my parents decided to just keep me from doing the things I was doing. So now im stuck in this shit hole forever. 

 We're too young to know about forever. 

I promised Camila forever. Forever turned into a lie. Because I couldnt even give her what I promised. I feel like shit. I just cant get Camila off of my mind. For a whole week ive gone insane not being able to see her, or talk to her. 

 I cant get you off my mind. 

No matter how much I try to push the thought of Camila away I cant. I cant eat food without thinking of Camila. I cant sleep without thinking of Camila. I cant walk without thinking about Camila. I cant do anything without think of Camila. 

Cause baby I told ya, im here for good. 

I honestly meant it when I wanted to be with Camila. No one could possibly understand how much she meant to me. This is why im feeling so lost without her. Camila, I love you.

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My mom decided that homeschooling would be whats best for me. Its been 4 months. 4 months without Camila. 4 months of misery. 4 months of tears. 4 months of lonliness. 4 months of being broken hearted.

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5 months. My mom finally allows Alexa and Vero over. I wont tell them about Camila. Im just happy I have company. 

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7 months

I decided that I wanted to audition for XFactor this year. My mom agreed and so did everyone else in my family. They all support me and they know I can sing. So next month I will be going for my dream. My mom finally let me out of the house. I walked by Camilas. The little sign on the yard said, "SOLD". She's gone. They sold their house and she's gone. 

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8 months

Xfactor here I come. I boarded the plane with my family and off we went. To NC to audition. I got off the plane. I did the first audition steps and I made it to the judges audition. I waited in a booth with my family. We were watching auditions from here.

"Hi im Camila Cabello." I heard and looked. It was Camz. Doing what I was doing. I always knew she had an amazing voice. Maybe this was my chance. My chance to finally talk to Camila. 

I was so deep into my thoughts that I barely heard the lady call my name. 

"Lauren Jauregui."

That was me. Its this or nothing.