Undeniable

U.14

Lyric / Lc in the Mm

Must be love on the brain

A'Marah

"A'Marah today when I saw you , in the first time in forever ... I knew I had to get you back . It was a piece of my life that was missing and that missing piece was draining me . I know you probably still don't trust me or forgive me and I know these gifts may not be enough but I can't stop thinking about how bad I messed up . Like you said you the only one that keep it real with me . Now of days it seem like everybody out to get me and I don't have you to back me up . A'Marah ..." He cried , and dropped to one knee .

   "Please be my wife , my Bestfriend and lover again ...No more pain A'Marah I promise . It's like no matter what I do I'm no good without you ! Will you marry me ? "

I looked around , my hand laid on my chest as I watched everybody wait on my answer . But I couldn't put myself through it again , I can't and I won't .

  I grabbed my bag and ran off of the scene . Kyrie he just .... Throws me off my whole game . I can't get enough of him , no matter what I do ! I can't get away ! 

   "A'Marah ... Please just listen to me." Kyrie said while my back was turned to him , I clicked the unlock button to my challenger then I felt his hand resting calmly on my shoulder . "Turn around please." I slowly turned my head and coming face to face with the man I once loved .

"You drove me crazy..." I said staring at his beauty , I didn't know he could get any finer but he did . "Fucking insane Kyrie , I was never that way..." I shook my head .

   I opened my car door but he shut it forcefully making me jump a little . He was staring into my soul and I was scared but I loved it . I was missing this pleasure .

Pain is pleasure

"A'Marah please ... I'm begging . I miss you , I still got all your pictures up at da crib . Ain shit change , I still got your Christmas presents --"

"Kyrie that shit sound so good . It really do but me being by myself is changing me for the better . I know you didn't change , you're still the same . I see it in your eyes , I know you better than you know yourself . " I never seen Kyrie cry so much but he did .

   He bawled in front of me with no fear , he dropped to his knee one last time and opened the box . "Please , I can't hold back my tears ..." He looked up at me with tears streaming from his eyes .

   "Let me cry ." He bowed his head , I looked around . It was just us . It was us . We . We were meant to be but ... Wrong time , right people.

  "A'Marah please ... Baby please ..."

I grabbed his hands , holding them in mine he looked up at me while I stared down at him . His left hand laid on my stomach touching the baby.

"Kyrie... I'll talk to you later." I kissed him on the forehead then proceeded to get in my car . I started up the car and he stayed there looking at me drive away .

It hurt my heart to do it but it was for the better .

    "You still at the party?" Lyric texted me while I pulled into my driveway , my mothers and fathers car wasn't there so lucky that they were both gone .

   "No I'm home , come over" I replied , I unlocked the house door and tossed the keys into the dish bowl.

"Alright I'm like right by your house" I slid my phone into my pants pocket , I turned to go up the stairs and a hard knock came from the door.