Going Home

Chapeter 4: Where Am I

Axels Pov:

There was a painful pounding on my head. I felt tired. I forced my eyes to open. It was dark.

Where am I?

I tried to get up but failed miserably to find out I was tied up.

Xavier.

Oh god. Where's Xavi? I tried to look around and found myself in a room. Where was I?

"Help!" I cried out. "Help! Please! Anyone!" I started to panic. Oh my gosh... Where am I?

The door opened and a guy walked in. He was so handsome, but compared to Xavi, he's nothing.

"Hello." He spoke softly.

I frowned and eyed him up and down taking in every detail. "Who are you?" I asked coldly.

"My name is Daniel." He said simply. As if I wasn't tied up in front of him. "Why am I here?" I asked. He chuckled softly, which caused me to get annoyed. "Don't worry about it princess." Ew.

"I'm not your princess." I spat.

"Hmm, yes you are." He flashed me a smile.

I hate him. I want to go home. My hands and feet hurt really bad for being tied up who knows how long. I tried to move and winced at the feeling of fresh flesh being rubbed against a rough rope.

"Here let me help you." He said and slowly untied my legs and hands. I rubbed my wrists, trying to calm the burning feeling. "Do you want to eat?" He asked with care. Why is he doing this?

"No... I'm fine." I said not looking up.

"You sure?" He asked.

"Umm, I'm su-" my stomach made a noise, giving the hint I was hungry. I looked up to see a smirk on his face.

"And you said you're not hungry."

I rolled my eyes,"Yeah, whatever."

"Ohh. Attitude I see."

I rolled my eyes agin.

"I'll be back, make yourself comfortable. He got up and walked to the door. I quickly got up and ran after. I need to get out of here. He turned around causing me to bump into him. He grabbed my wrist hard, and pulled my close to him harshly. I gasped at the pain that I felt.

"Where do you think you're going princess?" He sounded upset.

"I-I need to..." Think!

He raised an eyebrow, "uh, I need to use the bathroom."

He loosened his tight grip and pushed me back.

"Do you honestly think I'm stupid?" Anger filled his voice.

I gulped and slowly walked back. "N-no I really need to use the bath-"

Slap.

Pain shot through my cheek. I felt eyes start to water. He grabbed me by my hair causing me to cry in pain. "Don't fucking lie to me." He spat.

I tried to get his hands to let go of my hair. "You're hurting me! Please stop!" I cried. "Don't lie to me princess. Or it'll go worse for you." He let go of my hair and violently pushed me into the floor.

I heard him walk out and lock the door. What did I do to deserve this? I laid on the floor not bothering to get up, I brought my knees to my chest and cried.

I want to go home...soon I felt myself fall in the peaceful darkness once again.

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Xavier's Pov:

Where is she? I called all her friends, looked everywhere, I even went back to the mall. I miss her. I miss holding her in my arms and her breath taking smile.

I felt so empty. Anger soon filled my sadness. I punched my lamp off my dresser. I watched it fall on the floor, breaking into a million pieces. That's how my heart feels. Like a million broken pieces. "Fuck Axle where are you!" I cried out.

I laid on my bed and cupped my face in my hands. I stayed like that for a while. I rested my hands on my forehand and let out a tired sigh. My eyes were getting heavier by the minutes that passed by. And soon I drifted off in a deep sleep.

* Dreaming:

I woke up and saw I was surrounded by trees. I felt tired. I tried to get up but instantly pain shot through my body. I heard a twig break in two. My head shot towards the sound.

"W-who's there?"

My mouth was dry. I need water.

I painfully got up. I looked around and saw a figure in the distance. I squinted my eyes, to get a better look.

I blinked and the figure was closer. It was a female. She was wearing a torn dress. Her hair was a mess, but I couldn't see her face. I soon started to get a headache. "Agh." The pain was unbelievable.

I closed my eyes trying to calm the pain. When I opened them again, she was in front of me. She was looking down. As if she was ashamed or didn't want me to see her. "Who are you?" I spoke.

"Why didn't you save me?"

What? I was so confused.

"Why?"

"Who are you?" I asked again.

"WHY DIDN'T YOU HELP ME!" She screamed, pain filled her voice. She looked up and I felt my heart drop.

Axel.

"You didn't help me..." She was crying. It broke my heart to see her like that. " I tried, I did everything to find you." I said.

"Stop lying!" She yelled. "You'll pay for this Xavier." And with that I felt a pain shoot through me.

~ end of dream *

I gasped and quickly sat up, it was 2:49am. I felt cold sweats on my forehead. I quickly wiped them off and let out a breath. I need to find her. I just have to find her. I don't think I'll ever be in peace if I never see her ever again.

Don't be an idiot. Don't think this. Everything will be okay.

For the rest of the night I couldn't fall asleep. I went to my living room and turned on the tv. I plopped on my couch and started looking through the channels, finding nothing entertaining to watch. I have class in a few hours... I think I'll just stay home today. There's no use in going, if my mind can't think straight. I took in a deep breath and let it out. I turned the tv off and I laid on the sofa, and soon I fell back asleep.