Big Time Rush Imagines

Young Love (Kendall)

“That’s not what I meant and you know that (Y/N).”

“Then what did you mean Kendall because you’re exact words were ‘Why can’t you just take a deep breath and be more like Angie.’ And I don’t know about you, but that sounds like you like her more than Me.” you snapped.

“Angie’s been my best friend for years (Y/N). You know I don’t like her more than you. I want to date you.” he grabbed your waist and spun you around to try and stop you from walking away.

“I know I’m freaking out over nothing and I’m sorry, I’ve just had such a crappy day and I just don’t want to deal with anyone right now. I’m sorry. I just got to get out of here.” you grabbed your purse and just bolted out of Kendall’s house.

You felt bad, he didn’t deserve for you to get jealous and explode like that, but you really were having a bad day, week actually. Growing up you and your little brother would hear your parents argue and when you were finally old enough to understand what was happening you realized how bad it was. About 4 days ago your parents called you and told you to go have dinner, it was strange because you hadn’t been home in a long time. As soon as you were able to get out of that house you left, but your brother was 7 years younger so when you turned 18 and left he was 11 and he couldn’t leave.

You were 20 now and you had gone to dinner with your parents 3 days ago. They told you and your brother that they were getting a divorce. You yelled and just ran out, jumped in your car and went home. You lived with your best friend and she was on vacation so you were by yourself. You wanted to call Kendall, but he was with the boys so you didn’t want to ruin his night also. To top it off the day after your parents’ announcement your mom called you and told you that your brother was missing. Your mom didn’t call the police, she thought he would come back but he didn’t. Yesterday he showed up at your house and he’s staying with you.

He said he couldn’t take it anymore. That after you moved our 2 years ago your parents started arguing and blaming one another for you moving out. He said after you stormed out the other night they argued again that they always chase you away. He couldn’t take it and just ran off. He stayed at his friend’s house one night and then went to find you.

Today, you wanted to have a nice day with Kendall, but when you saw him with Angie for some reason you got jealous. It was strange because he knew, you knew, and she knew that you weren’t the jealous type, especially with Angie. The three of you were best friends. After Angie left you just got upset and exploded on poor Kendall and when he told you to chill out and be like Angie you just left.

You finally got home and when you walked through the door your brother could tell you were upset.

“It’s alright (Y/N) everything will get better.”

“Thanks. I’m just gonna go to my room and try to get some sleep. I’m so stressed out I think sleep can help.” you lied, you knew sleep wouldn’t help. You’d been crying yourself to sleep for the past 4 days.

You went to your room, put on your pajamas, tucked yourself in bed, and just hugged the teddy bear Kendall had won you at the fair on your first date. You felt terrible for snapping at Kendall, it wasn’t his fault, heck he didn’t even know what was going on, you still haven’t had the chance to explain it to him.

You were lying in bed when you heard something hit your window. You walked to your window and slowly looked out. It was Kendall, he was throwing pebbles at your window. You chuckled a bit, just seeing Kendall brightened your mood. You opened the window and he waved.

“Kendall just go home. I’m having a terrible week and I don’t want to explode on you again.” you said, “I’m sorry about that. You didn’t deserve it.”