"all I wanted was to get away."
I ran as fast as I could, I ran and ran. I didn't know where I was going all I knew was that I didn't EVER want to see that dickheads face EVER again.
(Dramatic I know)
I ended up going home. No one was home when I got there, lucky because I didn't want them to see me the way I am. I went up to my room and crashed, falling asleep instantly.
"Sweetie, are you okay?" I opened my eyes to see my mum opening my bedroom door, she sat next to me on my bed. "When I got home you where fast asleep, I tried waking you but you didn't wake?" She said concerned. "Uh yeah, I'm fine, I uh was just uh really tired, I'm fine" I said trying not to cry. "Okay I have to get to work early today, make sure you go to school, bye" mum said and shut my bedroom door, seconds later I heard her car take off.
My dad had already left for work so I was home alone.
"Why?" I said to myself walking into my bathroom.
"Why did that hurt me so much, WHY do I still have feelings for him!" I said to myself angrily. I turned the shower tap on, got undressed and hopped into the shower. I did not want to go to school today, not at all.....I got out of the shower and put on my high waisted jeans, black crop top, and my yellow Nikes. I didn't bother with hair or makeup. "Shit" I said to myself. "How am I gonna get to school?" I pulled out my phone .
Me: your driving me to school today.
Eth👅: okay, how are you.
Me: be here in 2 minutesEthan picked me up, he tried taking to me but I didn't say a word to him the whole car ride.
We got to school and I went straight to my locker. I got my books and went straight to first period. I didn't talk to anyone. As I was walking to first period, I felt something hit my shoulder......