Jades P.O.V
It's Monday. GREAT! Every night my parents keep asking me if I'm okay, what I've been doing and if I have eaten anything. I always answer with no response. Ever since they asked if I wanted to kill myself all of these different thoughts come too mind. Do I? Is this the easiest thing to do? What about my family? What about my friends? What about Grayson? And then I start day dreaming over him and all the problems he has given me.
Every morning these same thoughts come to mind and I still have to go to school. I always try to find a way to convince my parents that I don't want to go to school, and that home school is better. But it's always the same answer, no.
Mum didn't have work today so she dropped me off at school.
I got out of the car and went to my locker, Stacey was at her locker as well.
"Hi Stacey" I said boringly.
"Hey J what's up? She said getting her books out of her locker.
"Nothing much, you? I said getting my books and closing my locker.
"Nothing, are you sure your okay?" She asked concerned.
"Yep" I said and walked off. Stacey's like my bestest best friend but I really can't be there'd telling her everything, it's too complicated.
At home.
Me: hey eth can I come over
Eth👅: hey J yeah come over, I need to talk to you
Me: okay see u in about 1 minute.
I literally live 6 houses away from Ethan... and Grayson.
