As I woke up the next morning, I saw next to me an empty tissue box, and all my used tissues all on my bed... Then I remembered
*FLASHBACK TO LAST NIGHT*
While I was thinking about Grayson I had gotten a notification from unknown. I had always gotten a fear of these notifications because last time I got one, I found out that Grayson had been cheating on me with Jess. I thought, what was there to lose? As I was about to open the message, a huge thought came into my head. If I open this message I would either end up in tears or even worse... heartbreak. I mean yes I had already gotten my heart broken but, what if that person who broke your heart was all you could think about. Every day. Every night. He's the only thing running through your head.
Wait, what if the message is from Grayson. I opened the message to find this:
'Hey Jade, it's Ethan. You haven't spoken to me in a while and I'm worried. I'm worried about you Jade. Please give me a call, I need to hear your voice. I need my best friend back.' Ethan was always the one to get my mind off all the pain. Always there for me when I'm in the deepest need of help. Although why did it come up with unknown. It's probably just my phone. I replied with,
'Hey Ethan, I'll call you in 5.'
--skip to call--
'Hello, Ethan? Are you there?'
'Jade!'
'Heyy, wait Ethan? This isn't Ethan!'
'Jade it's me, Grayson.'
At that moment my heart dropped, I started getting butterflies in my stomach, but WHY? Just play it cool Jade, just play it cool.
'Grayson?'
'Sorry, I had to find a way to talk to you, I knew you wouldn't have responded if I had texted you.'
Yes I would have! I said to myself
'What?' Grayson asked
I may have said it a bit too loud.
'NOTHING, ummm so why are you calling me at 10:00 may I ask?'
'I need to talk to you about us. I want you back Jade. You probably hate me and I understand that but I need you back!'
'Grayson, i-i I can't.'
'Why? WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS BLOCKING ME OUT!'
'Wow, WHY ARE YOU GETTING ALL ANGRY NOW!! GRAYSON DID YOU NOT RELISE WHAT YOU DID TO ME! YOU HURT ME SO HARD AND SOMEHOW I STILL GET NERVOUS AROUND YOU! BUT YOU STILL TREAT ME LIKE SHIT! I GUESS YOU WOULD NEVER KNOW BECAUSE YOUR ALWAYS WITH WHAT'S HER FACE AND THEN YOU THINK THAT YOU CAN TALK TO ME? See that's the problem with you, YOU ALWAYS THINK THAT EVERYTHING WILL FALL INTO PLACE WITHOUT EVEN FIGHTING FOR IT! I THOUGHT YOU WANTED TO FIGHT FOR US, FOR ME... BUT THAT'S JUST LIFE I GUSSS....'
There was a pause that I thought went on for ages until I ended with...
'Goodbye Grayson.'
*FLASHBACK ENDED*
I guess he doesn't matter anymore.
