God, I'm so tired of fighting. I'm sick of this. I feel like I'm slipping away like sand through an hourglass. I'm tired of being blamed and unappreciated. If only I could slip back into that place. But I can't. I won't allow myself. But this fight is killing me and I'm afraid I might lose...No. I know I'll lose. No one can win in this game. No one. Yet, we keep fighting. I keep fighting. I want to give up..why can't I give up? Why must I hold on? Maybe, I shouldn't. Though in the end. I know I will... Fighting for your life sucks.
