It's hard to think someone will be your's forever, but then you watch them closely and notice that everything starts to disappear slowly. You notice how they don't try to message you, talk to you, and everyone else becomes the center of their world. It's too bad that I actually thought someone could love me for who I am. That I actually thought someone for once wouldn't get bored with me. I'm not here to entertain you. I'm here to love you, be there for you, care for you, and trust you. But I guess things change. And I really hate change.... I'm sorry self for letting you trust someone again. I'm sorry that I made a horrible judgement and let them break you anyways. But we'll pick ourselves up again and move on. After all, that's all I have in the end. Myself.....
