Struggle (boyxboy)

Prologue

I tried to get up from the ground but pain shot through my body and I just gave up. I felt cold and humiliated. I was fed up and angry but there was nothing I could really do, since I'm just a weak teenager that no one cares about. I've been lying here for what felt like hours since those bullies left me here in the park after they were through beating me. I don't know why they hate me so much or find amusement out of my pain, it sucks. I used to have feelings for one of them, Jay Landon, but he just watched and laughed. I don't know why I don't just kill myself. I'm constantly tortured at school and I don't really have a close relationship with my family. My life sucks. 

I strained my aching head to look down at my body. I had ripped skin  especially on my elbows down my arms from being pushed onto the basketball court so many times. My ribs and stomach hurt very much from being punched and kicked there and I saw that my ankle had turned purple and swolen. I couldn't move. No one was around anymore. I was so weak that everytime I tried to get up tears just streamd down my face. I was a shivering mess on the cold ground. It was evening by now. Eventually I just decided to give up and closed my eyes hoping I would go to sleep so I wouldn't have to endure this pain any longer.