*DAN'S NARRATIVE*
16/4/09
It's been about a month since it happened. Since we had found PJ sitting down on the bathroom floor, against the sink. Crying almost silently. Our little group has started to slowly fall apart. As much as we try to convince him otherwise, PJ still blames it all on himself. But it isn't just Chris and PJ, me and Phil have been growing apart too. I still love him as much as I did at the start, we've just both been so busy lately... But I guess 'not having time' isn't really an excuse when it comes to love.
28/04/09
Me and Phil our first real fight last night. We've had fights before but these were just petty arguments... this one was serious. Phil is always so quiet, once I heard him shout and slam the door I knew that I had fucked up. Our arguments normally end in one person crawling back to the other, and after a few minutes of begging, it ended in kisses and hugs, apologies, that sort. But not this time. I figured Phil needed his space so when he stormed out with his bags in his hand, I didn't stop him.
02/05/09
It's been a few days since the fight and thankfully me and Phil are the same as we were before this all happened. It scared me a little at first, him leaving like that. I thought it would be for only a night or two, but two nights quickly turned into almost a week. It just showed that I couldn't survive without him. God forbid he leaves me, I wouldn't know what to do with myself...
18/05/09
Me and Phil have been fighting a lot lately. What started off as one fight, one time would lead to one fight every night. We didn't even know what we were fighting about half the time... We just needed to shout. I'm not quite sure how it got like this...
A/N: hi sorry that chapter was a little short, I was trying out a new diary-type format haha. what do you guys think? I won't do all the chapters like this but I thought it would be good to explain a little bit of what's happening between time skips ^-^
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Fanfic"You don't always have to be brave." Phil struggles with self harm, depression and is bullied at school. The only person who knows is Dan Howell. But they aren't exactly 'friends'... God knows he could use a friend right now..... ~concept~ 1-24 ~ 20...
