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I love one direction. And I know one direction love all the fans too. But recently I've been thinking. This love is two different terms. It breaks my heart. All I want to do is have a life with Him. I want to meet Him. Love Him. I want him to sing to me a night. I want to hug Him. I want to fall asleep with his arms wrapped around me. I want to feel wanted by him. I want one of him care for me. Get to know me better. I want to walk down the isle, with my dad, and then when I make eye contact with him, my fiancé, I know he is my one and only. I want to kiss him. I want him to fiddle around with my hair. I want him to love me. I know he does. But does he want to marry one of his fans? Does he want to sing to me at night? Does he want to have children with a fan? Does he even want to meet a fan? No. He will never love me. He will never even love YOU that way. i can't tell which side has more love for eachother. I still LOVE our boys. But all I know is even though they say they love us. It's not the way we hope. I bet they even pity us cause we are so stupid to think they want to love us. Or to love you.

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