Dear Diary, || mfz (completed)

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Tears dripped down Mackenzie's face as she pulled out her diary and pen. This was difficult to experience, let alone to write out and explain. She sighed, knowing she had to do this. She found a clean page and in it she wrote-

Dear Diary,
This is the part I hate explaining, so bear with me.
After I saw that amber alert, part of me regretted what I did,
and part of me was happy.
Why would they send a amber alert?
They didn't care about me anyways.
My picture was displayed under the alert.
I just decided to put my phone away before I
do anything stupid.
Millions of people are subscribed to amber alerts, and their were so
many around me.
Wow, Mackenzie, great.
Run away and go to a public area.
"And for Magic Mackenzie's next trick, she
will do something very stupid!
Aha! Magic!"
I muttered in a frustrated tone.
I pulled my hood tight over my face and tried to
make my duffel bag slung over my shoulder look casual.
I was getting looks and points, and I needed more coverage.
I stopped for a bit and dug through my bag, finding only
a pair of sunglasses to help hide me.
Well, its better than nothing.
I put the sunglasses on and walked on.
I probably looked like a thug, but that's okay.
It wasn't even cold outside, and I had sweat splotches on my back
from the blazing sun. As badly as I wanted to peel off my jacket,
It would give to much away.
I finally found a deserted playgroud and rested there.
My stomach was hissing and rumbling, and I needed food.
But......
I didn't bring any.
"And for another trick of Magic Mackenzie's, she will top her last stupid mistake with yet a stupider one! Who knew this was possible?"
I mumbled again.
At least I had money.
I dug through my bag to get it, but I didn't find any.
I pulled everything apart and looked all over, my heart
beginning to beat faster.
After five minuted I gave up my search with a horrible conclusion.
I didn't bring any money.
I was going to do another 'Magic Mackenzie' scene but I didn't, for I was to busy wallowing in my own stupidity.
I hoped everyone was doing good without me, and no one missed me.
Its okay, I know no one does.
I'm hated, unloved, hurt,
All because of some haters.
~~~
Ugh.
Can't write anymore now, bye.
Sincerely,
Mackenzie
(AKA- Magic Mackenzie who is very stupid.)

Truth is, she stopped writing because she couldn't see anymore, her eyes were clouded with tears.

This is hard.

A/N- thanks so much for 158!
I hope you guys are enjoying this :)

-Hanna