Hope

Chapter 1

        What is hope?
        Am I suppose to have hope after everything that has happened?
I'm alive but inside everything is broken. I don't believe is possible that I will ever love again,trust again,or everything that I used to be. People see me and they can't read me. People ask themselves who is Vanessa Heart? No one knows me as a someone but as a no one. I was kidnapped ever since I was 1 years old. The guy that kidnapped me is Jose Guzman. He doesn't use me for fighting, he rapes me, even though he used to put three guards of his own to rape me every single night. They raped me, they hit me, even burned me in some parts of my body like my arm for example. Jose taught me how to fight to defend myself. But the reason that he uses me was for stripping. I won money and I had to give it to him. He trained me so I can be the best trophy since I was "sexy" for guys. I've been doing this for 16 years now. Jose didn't wanted me and the other girls to not be stupid so he got us private teachers. My first words when I was 1 years old I said dada to Jose, even though he never was a father to me. To me he is a disgusting person that needs help to fix his brain. I don't think he had or has or haves a brain at all. I have red hair and its very long I have blue eyes and I'm skinny. If I didn't do my job I would get hit and raped by his three guards. So, I would just follow the directions in my "job". Every girl has a name; my name is mysterious probably because I leave man open mouth. What I mean by that, is that I have ways to leave men with more want.
           "Mysterious!!!!" Jose called.
I was daydreaming trying to have a normal life. I don't do this because I love showing my body, I do this "job" because if I don't, there will be consequences.
"Mysterious! Come over here, you have work to do!" He yelled.
"I'm coming!" I yelled out.
              As I was going to my working room, I saw Jose with a hot guy that looks like he is in his mid twenties. He has perfect blue eyes, and messy brown and gold-ish hair.
            "Well I will leave you two alone. Have fun" Jose said exiting out of my room. "Hey" the dreamy guy said.
           "Hi" I said back, " what's your name?" I asked shyly."My name is Tyson Heart and yours is?" He said.
            Oh my god he has my last name can it be? No it can't that's impossible, he can't be my father.
"Mysterious" I said. "No your real name" he said. "Why are you so interested in knowing?" I said. "Because I'm not like those guys that just have sex and then never see you again" he said. "So tell me what's your real name "mysterious"" he said my work name sarcastically. "My name is Vanessa" I said. " I meant your full real name" he said. "Uh! Vanessa Alice Heart" I said in an annoyed voice. "Interesting" he said in a curious tone. "Well Vanessa today is your lucky day because I'm not forcing you to have sex" he said. "Really?

            Then why did you paid Jose to have sex with me then?" I said in a questionable tone. "You see, I have a older brother that had his daughter kidnapped at age 1 years old and you look like her, so I wanted to ask you the following question, at what age did you got kidnapped?" He said.

            How does he knows I got kidnapped? I didn't wanted to respond so I asked the following question, "what was her name?" I said. "Vanessa Alice Heart" he said."bullshit" I said. I can't go back with my parents even though I am dying to because I don't want them to judge me because my life has been living hell and I just don't want to prove them that I am a disgrace for their life's." Vanessa, at what age did you got kid-" I cut him of by saying," at age 1!." I didn't yell, I just said it in a strong voice tone."My brother is still looking for you and I'm not leaving without you" he said sternly. "I can't go to my parents even there if I want to I can't get out of this living hell of so-called "job" also my parents don't want me because of this life I have been through"I said. "look I don't care if you don't want to get out of here I will drag your ass out here because I don't want my niece living hell here in fact I have been looking EVERYWHERE for you" he said looking straight into my eyes." OK but I can't be with my parents because they will believe I'm a disgrace" I said." If your father was looking all over for you and ask for my help then how are you a disgrace for him?" He said in a almost yelling tone. "Shhh! Calm down, Jose is gonna hear you" I said in a whispering tone. "So will you come along with me, and don't worry I got your way out" he said in a whispering tone. " how the hell are you going to get me out of here?" I said still whispering because I don't want anyone to listen to the crazy thing I'm about to do. I know that I'm doing the worst decision but I just don't want my parents to be depressed. I love them too much even though I don't remember their faces but I want a fresh start after this.

Hello my royalbunnylovers I hope you liked my first chapter!!