Hope

Chapter 12

Vanessa's P.O.V

"The results are negative sir"
the nurse said. I blew out a breath I was holding. But there was something off, why would that women say its my uncle's?
"Thank you so much"
My uncle told the nurse. She looked shocked that he wasn't having a melt down. If she only knew I told myself. I was still holding onto Lucas and he was just looking down at me.
"Lets go home, we need to talk about this, in a more private place"
My uncle said.
"Can we go eat something at the mall first?"
I asked because of how hungry I was. "Yea"
Tyson said. We got in the car and started to head to the mall. I was deep in thought about all of this. I wondered if Alex had a master plan to get rid of me. But she wouldn't plan that since she does not have a great mind of her own. I heard a faint voice calling to me.

"Vanessa!!!" My boyfriend yelled in my ear.

"Yes?" I asked sheepishly. His eyes were full of concern.

"Are you Okay?" He asked out of the blue.

"Yea, I'm Fine" I lied. I didn't wanted him to know what was really going through my mind. But he knows me more than I know myself.

"Stop Lying to me and just tell me the truth Already" He said. I laid on his chest and stayed quiet for a little while. I looked up to him to meet his breathtaking eyes that make me loose myself a lot of times. I mean A LOT OF TIMES. I kissed his lips slow but passionately. He pulled away and grabbed my face. He stared at my eyes for a long time.

"You can tell me anything Vanessa, I will always be here for you no matter what"

He said. He kissed my lips again and bit my lower lip which made me go insane. I pulled away because there was no way he was going to finish what he just started.

"Alex is in my mind" I said to him. He looked bewildered at first.

"So you believe she is in this?" He asked.

"I don't believe, I have a feeling she is"

I told him looking down. I hated to look this vulnerable in front of Lucas even though he doesn't care. I know he cares a lot for me, maybe too much. Same goes for me. I love him with all my heart and I would die for him or kill for him. He makes me feel in a way that no guy has ever made me feel. I thought there was no more hope for me to be safed from drowning in my depression. I thought my life would always be like it used to be; Broken. Broken like a shattered glass or like this broken world. This world can't be safed from its end but we can. We can't take the pain away, we can just lessen it. Pain will always be there to present itself. To show its present when something or someone is trying to break us. Break us from the life we actually deserve.

He looked into my eyes and just kissed me.

"I. love. you"

He said in between kisses. I looked into his eyes and truly meant what I was about to tell him. The words that I wanted him to remember as a memory of this amazing moment.

"I love you with all my heart"

I told him. He smiled and looked away. I grabbed his jaw and made him look me in the eyes again.

"I don't say it to just throw it around, When I say that I love you, is that I mean what I'm saying. Lucas, I am madly in love with you and nothing or anyone can change my mind. You have been there since day one. Yea you f*cked up but you regained my trust and showed me what love truly means. You mean too much to me to just leave me one day. We will get through anything because if its true love, its worth the hard times"

I told him. He kissed me and I smiled while we kissed. He looked me in the eyes and had hope for the future. Our future.

" You finally understand how crazy in love I am with you" He said. A tear slipped from his eye and I brushed my thumb over it.