if i could fly [h.s.] (still writing)

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"So where are you staying?" i asked him as i checked for a text from Jason. I sighed, "I can drop you off."

The drive back to my place from the bakery was long enough, but if he needed a ride, i wouldn't make him get a taxi.

"I um, there's a nice apartment building that i am renting from. You can just bring me there, it's in London. " He seemed a tad bit confused by the question. He gave me the address and its only like 15 minutes away from where my apartment building is so it wasn't too out of my way.

I pulled into the parking lot and looked at the building. It was very fancy.

"Harry these look so expensive." I do not know what I was thinking when I said that, he's a huge star now, he can afford stuff like this.

"Yeah, it's a little more costly then i thought it would be but it's all good! I had to find a good private unpredictable place for me to stay so people and the paparazzi wouldn't find me too easily." he simply explained to me, starting to step out of the car.

"Stay with me!" I wasn't thinking. I barely know him anymore and I just offered him a place to live for who knows how long? What's gotten into me?

"What? Really?" his face lit up like a little kids on Christmas when he sees all the presents under the tree.

I nodded and shrugged. "If you want, you're welcome to."

"Are- are you sure? I wouldn't want to be a bother!" He slowly put his foot back in the car and he turned to face me. I definitely had to say yes now, I can't just leave him after I offered.

"Why not?! I just moved into my new apartment, it doesnt have a spare room but there is a little office room with a pull out couch. Plus, I could use some help unpacking and moving furniture around." I started to smile at the idea of him and I being together again. I just hope I don't get too attached again.

"Alright I will, thank you! I've um, gotta go get my stuff together though, do you wanna come or do you wanna wait?" he asked, leaning back into the car. He looked me in the eyes. Ugh why does he have to do that.

I tell him that I will come and he smiles as I turn my car off and check my phone. Nothing.  We walk in the building and go up to his apartment. It was on the top floor so it was definitely one of the nicer ones.

"Wow" I say when I walk in. It was so clean and empty I was shocked but then again he was always a neat freak.

"Yeah babe?" he looked at me and was biting his lip. I forgot he called me that. I enjoyed having him as a best friend. We called each other pet names like it was nothing but I got kinda caught off guard.

"It's so empty, how long have you been here?" I asked. I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket and the butterflies started to swarm in my stomach.

He talked to me about how he took a train here last night since it was only a couple hours away from their last stadium where they performed and how exhausted he was.

"Well let me help you pack quickly so we can get back to my place. You deserve a nice night of sleep!" I rubbed his back as he yawned causing his eyes to water. He nodded.

He put his clothing in his 2 luggages and I put his shoes in his duffel bag. I packed up the few food items he had while he grabbed his stuff from the bathroom.

We headed out to my car and loaded everything into my back seat and trunk. I was a little surprised since it really wasn't a lot of stuff but I don't know why I was since he only owns like two pairs of jeans anyway.

On the way home, Valerie by Amy Winehouse came on and we sang along. I would seek a glimpse of his jaw every few seconds as he sang and watched as it flexes. Jason has a nice jaw too.

I know it was a surprise that he came back and I'm not gonna lie I was a bit skeptical, but I'm glad he's back. I missed my Harry.

We are close to my place and he was half asleep looking out my window with his hand on my thigh. Sounds weird but it was comforting and we were close so it's nothing new really... I was thinking and I realized that Jason never did that.

"How's Jacob? Mason?" Harry asked.

"Jason?"

"Yeah yeah him, you never got to tell me about him." He mentioned. I was him look over at me from the corner of my eye as i watched the road.

I shrugged. "He's a really good guy." I began to smile.

"Yeah?"

My phone began to buzz and I saw it and read that it was Jason Calling. I quickly answer with a Hi.

"Wow thanks for the Merry Christmas!" he mumbled 'bitch' under his breath. 

I felt Harry's eyes burn into me.

"Im driving can i call you back in a few love?"

"No! Why would you do that? I here right now why cant i talk to you now?"

"I dont wanna get into an accident and my friend is also in the car."

"Tell Mel she can plug her fucking ears."

"It isnt Mel, listen i dont want to get hurt so I will call you later."

"You're so selfish Anna."

I didnt say anything and I hung up.

"Was that him" Harry asked confused.

I nodded.

He rubbed his thumb back and forth on my leg and I couldn't help but rest my hand on top of his.