Chapter 19

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I felt extremely guilty for kissing Beau but they all insisted the game to go on. Luke had been picked once by a blond girl with blue eyes with the name of Ashley. I was jealous that they had kissed but it was a peck and it evened out for what had happened with Beau and I. It was finally Luke's turn and he spun the bottle eagerly. It landed on a tall, skinny, brunette with green eyes that's name was Amanda. Luke instantly leaned in without any reassurance from me and kissed her passionately. Their lips moved in sync and Luke kissed her like he meant it. Amanda put her hand on the back of his neck and their kiss lasted even longer. Everyone was in shock and when they pulled away they all cheered. I didn't dare look at Luke and let him see the pain in my eyes. I knew he only did it to get even.

It was finally my turn and I spun the bottle with all my force. It spun for a few seconds before it landed on Jai. I walked over to him and pecked his lips and sat back down trying not to cause anymore problems between me and Luke. As soon as I sat down everyone groaned in disappointment. I simply shrugged back in response.

 Luke had been chosen the next round by a short skinny girl with black hair and blue eyes named Grace. He started leaning in without the reassurance of me again. They both parted their lips and he kissed her passionately like Amanda. My eyes began stinging but I held myself together. I had to be strong. Everyone cheered as they sat back down as usual. It was my turn again and I knew that Luke was just trying to get me mad now.

 I spun the bottle with all my force and it landed on Jai again. I giggled and walked over to him. My hands met at the back of his neck and we began leaning in. We both parted our lips and I kissed him passionately just like I had seen Amanda and Ashley do to Luke. I felt Jai's tongue creep into mine and it had become more passionate. I had my eyes closed but I could hear the chants and yelling as we continued.

 We parted away from each other and everyone was jumping up and down yelling things like "Oh my god!" and "OHHHH!" I giggled and looked over to Luke who was obviously angry. I knew he was going to try to 1-up me in the next round so I prepared myself.

 Beau's turn came again and it had landed on James and everyone had broke out laughing, even Luke. They both got up and Beau began acting feminine by flipping his invisible long hair over his shoulder with his hand. Beau put his hands on his hips, stuck out his butt and swayed his hips from side to side walking over to James. They both squinted their eyes and quickly pecked each other on the lips. As soon as their lips touched everyone started clapping and cheering. They sat down and began wiping their lips on their sleeves.

 Luke's turn came again and he did his routine again with Rachel; A tall skinny girl with wavy hair and brown eyes. My turn came again and it had landed on Beau again. We made our way to each other and I kissed him like I had in the bathroom at school. He gently held my waist. Then Luke interrupted and ended the game.

"Okay, I think Alejandra's parents are wondering where she is. I think we better go."

Everyone Awww'd in disappointment and got up from the coffee table. Beau shot a death stare at Luke and walked off into the kitchen. Everyone else piled onto the couch again and began watching TV again.

"Bye guys!" I yelled before leaving the house following Luke into the car. We both got into the car and road home in silence. He parked in my drive way and locked the doors before I could open them. I turned to look at him and he began leaning in towards me. I rejected his kiss because of what had just happened at his house. He turned his head towards my house again.

"So you kiss my brother but not your own boyfriend."

"How am I supposed to when you made out with all those girls for no reason!" I yelled.

"I only did it to get even with you and Beau making out!" He snapped back.

"Really?!? Do the fucking math Luke! I made out with him once! Then you made you with Ashley and then I pecked Jai on the lips! Then you go and make out with Amanda! That's was not getting even, okay?!? That's getting me mad. I saw what you were playing at and I got back at you!" I yelled back.

"Whatever.."

"I'm over it, okay? I'm just over it. Goodbye Luke."

"Over what?"

"Us! I'm done, okay? You have no control and you push and push the problem until this happens!" I yelled back.

"I'm sorry! Please give me one more chance! Please?" He begged. I looked dead into his eyes, His beautiful hazel eyes.

"Your one chance has expired, Luke." I opened the car door and slammed it shut. I stomped into my house and ran into my room. I sobbed into my pillow until I got myself together. I searched my room for what I haven't used in a long time. I finally found my blades and stuffed one into my pocket and walked into the bathroom. I filled up the bathtub and undressed myself and slipped into the warm water. I slowly slit my skin open horizontally. I watched the blood slowly slither out. 

After an hour I got out of the bathroom and walked into my room fully dressed. I grabbed my phone from my nightstand and saw 34 new texts from all the boys. Mostly from Luke, Jai, and Beau. I only texted back Beau.

"Is it okay if you come over? I need to tell you something."

"Of course! On my way right now xxx" He instantly responded back.

 I patiently waited until I got a text from Beau again.

"Sorry, can't come, Luke took the car someplace. Do you know where he is? xx"

"No." I panicked. Where would he be?

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