Sitting Alone in the August Sun

Looking at the August moon

(A/N)

Here's part two hope you like it. 💕

I feel the tear sting my my eyes. I see my house around the corner. I walk past my house and into the backyard. I walk up to the bench I built and look at the reflective surface of the lake. I break down sobbing. That brown haired girl,Ava, brought back some horrible memories. 10 months 10 horrible unbearable months since death stole my love for himself. 10 mounts since the cruel world ripped her from life at such a young age. 10 months since I have seen the light and happiness in life. I feel the tears stop. I all the sudden fell angry.

"WHY"

"WHY HER WHY NOT SOMEONE ELSE, WHY NOT ME"

I yell to the world.

I just sit down and stare at the lake. I take a few picture of it and go inside. Ever since she died I have carried this camera around. I realize I don't want to waste earths beauty on someone who won't see it. So I take the pictures for others. I go to the bathroom and take raiser and bring it up to my arm. I glide it across my arm and I see the bright red blood trickle down my arm. I have been cutting for 5 months now. It really does help. I clean my arm and go in the kitchen and take out a bottle of beer. Many nights I get drunk because then I don't have to think about her. Even the smallest things can trigger memories of the horrible night 5 months ago.

---Flashback---

I heard the music pounding in my ears and me and my mates were just being crazy. I hear my phone ring in my pocket and I take it out. And answer

"Hello,"

I say

"Their been a terrible fire at your house"

I hear the sound of my phone falling on the ground and I rush outside and into my car

---Flashback over---

I sit down and look out the window and think about what life might be like if that accident hadn't happened. Would she be cuddled up in my arms. I doze off looking at the August moon and thinking about what life could be like.

I wake up the next morning to my phone ringing. I get up and answer it.

"Hello,"

I say

I hear a weak voice answer

"Liam it's Ava, I need help,"

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