Sitting Alone in the August Sun

Stronger

Part 12

---Liam's POV---

I look into the August sun and frown. I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of having walls around me, and most of all I'm tired of being filled with hate. I'm ready to let people through my walls. I told Ava I would tell her in two days because don't think I'm mentally ready to tell her. I do something I haven't done in a very long time. I go into my room and take out a leather case which held a instrument I haven't touched in 10 months. I decide to walk to the clearing that I found before. I walk to the clearing and take out my guitar and I start singing. (A/N I don't know if Liam plays the guitar but for the sake of this story he does)

White lips, pale face, breathing in the snow flakes

Burnt lungs sour taste

Lights gone day end

Struggling to pay rent

Long nights strange men

And they she's in the class A team

Stuck in her day dream

Been this way since 18

But lately her face slowly sinking wasting

Crumbling like pastries

And they scream the worst things in life come free to us

Because we are just under the the upper hand.

I let the words pour out of my mouth. It feels good to sing again. I stop singing and look around at the beautiful clearing. Put my guitar in it case and take my shoes off. I stick my feet in the crystal clear water. The cold water tickles my feet. My princess would love this. All the sudden all of my horrible emotions come back to me. I feel my happiness shatter like glass. I need to be stronger. I sigh and I look at the August sun.