Sitting Alone in the August Sun

Kyra and Louis

Part 14

---Liam's POV---

As I watch the August sun I thought about what tomorrow was going to be like. I need to do something to get my mind of this. I got an idea and picked up my phone. I texted my friend Louis. I haven't seen Louis since the funeral but I text him now and them. I start texting him.

To Louis:

Hey wanna come over?~Li

To:Liam:

Sure, now?~Lou

To Louis:

Sure~Li

To Liam:

Haha okay mate~Lou

In a few minutes I hear a knock and I open the door.

"LIAM!"

Screams louis and hugs me.

I laugh he had always been a energetic jokester.

"Well hello to you too!"

I say.

"Hey,"

I hear someone say.

I look and see a beautiful girl with hazel eyes, long hair brownish hair, and braces wearing a little bit of makeup.

"Liam this is Kyra my girlfriend and Kyra this is Liam,"

Louis says smiling proudly.

Kyra smiles shyly and puts out her hand.

"Hey nice to meet you,"

She says.

I shanke it and say,

"Nice to meet you too,"

I say and smile.

"Let us sit down!"

Says Louis.

He takes Kyra's hand and we walk to the couch.

"So how have you been doing with the.....ummm her death,"

Louis says awkwardly.

Louis has always been one of those people who are awkward around death. I smile a fake smile and say a bit and I tell them about how I met Ava and how she made me a bit happier. It makes me sad that I still have to hide underneath a mask, I still have to hide my emotions. It hurts.

"She seems absolutely wonderful,"

Says Kyra and gives me a sweet smile.

"Yeah,"

I say.

Louis's face lights up and he says,

"You NEED to kiss her!"

I turned tomato red and Kyra and Louis start laughing. We start talking about jobs stuff like that. Finally Kyra says,

"I belive we need to leave,"

Louis gives her a quick peck on the lips and says

"Yeah had a nice time mate,"

"Same,"

I say.

They walk out and we say our final goodbyes. I shut the door and let a tear run down my face. Seeing couples like that remind me of what I had before death came and took my love. It just hurts to much. I feel the pain in my heart and I can't take it. I need to cut.

I go in the bathroom and bring the sharp shining razor my arms and slide it across my delicate skin. The blood flows down my arms and I start to feel light headed. The pain feels so bad yet good. I slowly start to black out as I think

I am weak.

I'm never going to be fixed.

Why do I even try.

I give up, I hope it all ends now.

Maybe I will see my princess.

The last thing I saw is the August sun setting as the deep red blood flows onto the floor then I let one word slip out if my mouth,

Ava.