Poems

*Not poems. Just my feelings*

These two entries aren't poems at all but these are two posts from tumblr I wrote. They are my feelings and I felt I should share them because I'm sure someone some where can relate to what I'm saying.

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Saturday Night was the best night of my life. I got to see One Direction, the five idiots from the staircase, with my best friend Nicole. We stood in line for about an hour before actually going into the theater and we were so excited. Like we couldn't put together what was happening and that it was real. They started playing songs from Grease, over the speakers, and we were singing along, just waiting and then the music cuts and it went dark. We've never screamed so loud! The first video played and we were so fucking pumped for it to happen. The stage lit up and music started. i started to get teary eyed, like I was finally seeing them! Then the backdrop doors lifted up and there they were, One Fucking Direction was in front of me! Everything bad in the world just disappeared! I fucking lost it and broke as soon as Up All Night started! I was so pumped! I screamed so much and laughed my ass off. Seeing them was everything I could've hoped for! They finished LWWY and Niall started talking. I thought I was fine but hearing him talk, knowing he was right there, hearing the beautiful melody of his laughter echo in real life, I broke down. Everything that these boys have helped me with came flooding back. All the times I blasted their music when my parents fought and I was upset and all. But most of all the fact that Niall Horan is my hero. His voice and laughter and smile make everything that is wrong better. Without them...without HIM...I wouldn't be who I am today. I wouldn't have met so many great people. I....I feel like without them I wouldn't be as close with my best friend Nicole. I wouldn't have made an amazing fucking friend from Ohio. I love you Peyton! He brought us together through our worst of times! I've never cried so much over someone before. He's not just another boy from a boy band...he's my idol. The one person I can count on to make me happy. I cried all the way through WMYB and i ended up with the hiccup silent sobs after they left the stage and people were leaving. It was over then...the best night of my life. One Direction isn't just another boyband, they're my heroes, my idols, my saviours, MY BEST FRIENDS <3

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So I've been kind of depressed all day and shit and I've been wanting to cry but just couldn't, ya know? Well I played an audio post of Try Hard by 5SOS and started crying. It made me think about my concert on the 13th, how that was the best night of my life. That I actually got to see my five idiots and the four new boys I love. I remembered when it went dark and then the stage lit up and the music started. I remembered realizing they were literally right there! I remembered how during Niall's speech before WMYB I broke down because I remembered everything they've helped me over come. How Niall, specifically, became the one person I knew I could rely on to make me happy. I cried for those memories and also for knowing that as WMYB was ending...so was the best thing that ever happened to me. The song ended, they waved their last goodbyes, the stage went dark. I cried for so long because I get teased even by friends because I love them so much. But they don't understand that it's not just the charm and good looks, it's the memories, the friendships, the laughs. Those boys changed my life for the better, and I don't care what anyone says.