My perfect life

Part 17 Crazy past came back as a thunder with love

Aleena

On the way to hospital with farhan ,was like a life time journey.i never knew I cared about someone like I care about farhan right now.my mind was not functional only my heart done work .it works as it like and the work it only loved was keep holding farhan and whispering soothing words in his ears and holding his hand.i never felt so safe and secure and restless all in one. this feeling together was strange for me.i never felt a pain like this in my heart.whenever I look at his face I only saw relief ,like he has accomplished his dream .and when my brain starts to perform again I try to take my hands and what really bothered me was his look on his face the relief left his face like there is only Pain he is having now.i don't know why but my heart broke at just the look that I saw in his face.so I keep holding his hand till We reached the hospital.i don't know anything more about him like his family etc so when they asked who I am I told them I am his family ,but they want to know how am I related to him and without signing consent letters they won't treat a patient .when they said that they won't treat him because of this I got really mad and I shouted at them. but they never step back from that decision so I told them that' I am his wife'.
(The conversation was like this)
Nurse: Mam how are you related to this man?
Aleena:I am his family.
Nurse: we want some signature to start this operation so we want a family member.not someone who claims to be his family.
Aleena: I am his family, can't you believe me ?
Nurse: sorry mam !I can't ,can you please say how you are related to him ,then only we can make you sign the consent letter and start the operation .otherwise we can't do the operation and right now his heartbeats are getting really weak.
Aleena:then why are you waiting here talking to me just do the operation. why the hell you need consent letter .is this consent letter more important than a mans life .
Nurse: sorry man I can't do anything ,it's rule!.
Aleena:fine you want to know our relation right, 'I am his wife ',fine ! Is this relation enough or you want someone else .now what are you waiting for just do the operation I don't want anything to happen to him at any cost. just show me the paper please ,and with that I started crying .
Nurse: mam I am sorry ,please sign here and we can start the operation.

I signed the consent letter and everything started to fasten around me .everyone was running around and I was getting restless because I don't know what's happening there.nurses and doctors where shouting at one another then suddenly a nurse came to me and gave me his belongings and left.
I stared at my hand then suddenly my eyes caught something that was a pendent .it was same pendent as mine.i took my pendent and checked if it is same ,then I was shocked to know that it is the remaining half of my pendent which hold my love ,which hold my life till now .and I was so scared to open the locket to see the picture but I know I have to ,so I opened and I saw my picture in it my childhood picture ,the picture which holds a lot of beautiful memory ,memory of my parents ,memory of my happy days and the most precious ,memory about my love my only love . I was staring at the locket that I didn't hear nurse calling me ,when she shook me only I realized that I was in my own world .i smile at her and she also smiled at me.then she told me my love was okay he is now fine I asked her if I can go and see him and she said okay.

I entered the ICU,I saw his pale face .i always wanted to see him but not in this state but more in a smiling face. when I look at him now I can only see pain in that face .i realized that my cheeks were all wet because of crying.i went near him I caressed his face I felt too good after so many year.i didn't know when I started caressing his hair .I touched his hair and face with lots of love that I didn't know I had within me ,but when I feel him on my skin it gives me real good calmness in my heart that I longed to feel for a longtime.i was brushing his hair that I didn't realize that he was conscious, when I felt eyes on me .I look At him and I saw that he was staring at me.i felt my heart beats faster than before his blazing eyes hold something I never expected he would hold ,it was hope ,I don't know what that hope points too ,when I realize I was still holding his hand I felt my cheeks getting red when I tried to remove my hand I felt him holding it tighter like his life is held by my hand.i assured him everything is alright but what shocked me was the words he asked
' are you alright! you are not hurt 'my love''
I was shocked ,why did he call me his love? Did he know that I was his love ? he answered my unanswered question 'yes I know you were my love '.
Till now I was holding my tears but at that moment I burst into tears I was clinging on to him .I don't want anything other than this to take place .i was loving this moment and I wished it to never end .my dreams where coming true, my life was perfect now ,but I know this is not the end but I am happy right now . I felt his hands caressing my head he was trying to sooth me but I am not feeling good because there is a lot of things before me which need more of my attention ,that was my parents death ,I want to know who did it ?and I know farhan will support me.

I look at him and he was giving me a look which contain lots of hope ,he was waiting for my reply and I know how much he wants it ,so lean closer to him and whispered in his ears ''welcome back my love ,
I love you like before and I have never stopped loving you ''.
I stepped back from him then I saw his eyes filling with tears then he told something I know ,
'' I also has never stopped loving you dear I won't too ''

We shared a good time together sharing everything about our past and present ,then it was my turn to leave but I know farhan didn't want me to go but I promised to him that I will come back in morning .we talked about everything like what should be done before our relation get to another level.i returned home with a happy face and I know from today onward he will be there to support me and I should keep this hidden because I don't want anyone to hurt him and I don't want anyone to come and break us like they did before.everything that should be done from now on should have to be according to a plan that no one can slip out of our hand and I will make sure whoever hurt us before get hurt more than they can think of .with taking that as my life oath I entered my so called home with a gloomy face .
Come on baba let's begin the race...............,,,,.,,

Hai readers there u go next update .its short I know but what to do I don't get time at all
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With love
Ahsana