My perfect life

Part 31 continuation

Me: dad I am sorry please dad talk to me .
Dad: come inside you will catch cold.
Me: dad....
Dad: come fast you will catch cold.

Dad went back to the room after giving me the blanket and I don't know why but I felt all alone again.

Suddenly I felt someone shaking me .when I turn to look who it was ,I saw dad looking at me with worried face.

Dad: dear, are you alright?
(That was it for me ,I hug dad with all my might and keeping crying .he took me to the nearest coach and asked me to sit there).

Dad: what happened dear ,tell me ,did farhan did something to you? Tell me I will break him into pieces if he did something .
But I was not listening to dad ,I was thinking about the dream that I had, what would have happened if I said something like that to dad ? will he leave me  alone and go ? may be yes ,he would !but I can't say a complete yes to it ,because dad has never made me feel like I am not his daughter.
Again I felt dad shaking me and I looked at dad and asked with fear....

Me: dad, do you see your daughter in me ?
( he took a deep breath and said)
Dad: yes.
(That break my heart ,so dad only shows this affection because he saw his daughter in me not because he loved me).( I was in my own world of thoughts till dad call me)
Dad: dear look at me .
But I was afraid to hear the next sentence ,so I didn't look in his eyes .I averted my face from dad ,but dad been dad ,he sat close to me and hold my hand and said.

Dad:( yes I see my daughter in you through your face ,but I see my lovely daughter through your smile and eyes . I love my daughter but I love my this daughter more., because my daughter is so innocent and lovely that any one can fall in love. But fate played a cruel role , my beauty fall for a beast and she loves him a lot and that beast loves someone else and my beauty now also has hopes for her love, if I had a power to make her forget him ,I would have done that and made my beauty a princess in someone else life who would keep her like a queen of the world .)
Me: dad please I am not a queen and I don't want to be one too .
You know I came from a middle class family and I don't give a penny to money and all.

Dad: yes that's why you are my lovely daughter, I wish I had you as my daughter from start .i would have protected you from all evil and kept you in a castle far from this people.

Me: dad ,it's high time you stop reading that prince and princess story books.( I aaa smiling through my tears by now)

Dad: can't help it dear they are my favorite.
Me: dad ...... You are the best !I love you .......
Dad: I love you too my doll.

Wait wait wait don't change the topic ,tell me what happened in farhan office that made my daughter this much upset ,that she started comparing herself with someone else .....hah!
Me:dad that is ... Nothing dad nothing at all.
Dad: you know you can tell me anything .
Me: yes
Dad: then say it.
Me :( I started telling what all he said and what all happened in his office, after listening this dad had a pity face)
Dad: dear look at me ,I feel so sad .
Me: dad please you know I don't like this pity faces .
Dad: dear it's not for you it's for farhan ,I know now my daughter is planing a hell of life for him in your brain ,I pity that poor boy who is going to suffer each day.
Me: dad ,really you pity for him.
Dad: yes....
Me: dad you are dead today ,I won't leave you.
( with that said I started running behind dad and you know my dad is awesome, he run like hell .we were running around the dinning table until we heard someone clearing a throat and I suddenly stiffen because that sound was the most familiar one to my ear. Guess who? Yes it was none other than the great farhan (note the sarcasm ) .me and dad suddenly composed ourselves and approached him .dad didn't have a great face he has made his arrogant face and farhan was not less, you know men and their ego.