I'm Here (doctor and clara)

Bad thoughts

Chapter 9- bad thoughts

Doctors pov

I had lied to clara although i was so scared it had felt different from before a deep burning in my heart. I lent down and planted a kiss onto her delicate head. I thought back to this morning when she was still asleep she looked so fragile as if butter wouldn't melt but now that she was i pain is distorting my image of her like that, i want her back to normal now.

I had the Tardis check the recipe out it see if it was right, she couldn't find anything wrong with it so we just have to hope, i supose it cant make her any worse than her current state. I went around ad gathered all the ingredients the recipe said some of them seamed very random like marshmallows and mushrooms but still, i had every thing gathered as it was pretty straight forward ingredients and the Tardis had endless amounts of ingredients to be used.

When suddenly i heard a scream Clara's scream. I ran strait to her she was still in her room but not on the bed she was in the corner shouting at something i couldn't see "no stop don't hurt him, stop please stop, take me instead, STOP PLEASE NO STOP STOP I CANT DEAL WITH IT STOP" until she said through her sobs "please stop i love him"

Witch caused a twinge in my heart, who was she talking about?

She was in such a panic she hadn't noticed that i was there until i pulled her into a tight embrace i whispered

"Its ok theres nothing there its just me, i here"

"O thank god the stopped,are you hurt, did they hurt you?" She cried to me in a voice of relief instead of fear.

Dose that mean she was talking about me?, did she just say she loved me?. I had so many different thoughts running around my head right now. But i just pulled her closer, but i just wanted to protect her even if i could not see her tormenter.

I carried her to the kitchen with me where i was previously making her cure.

I sat her on the counter and started to work on the cure for her once it was done i placed a it onto a bowl and gave it to her it wasn't the best looking dish in the world but if it cured her i didn't care if it was made but someone with a misclin star, as long as i had my clara back and in my arms safe and protected.

She ate it all. Then fell onto the floor. And didn't move, she wasn't breathing, i grabbed her and cradled her in my arms pulling her as close as i could get her to me. I couldn't let her go. I Need her.

After a while of trying to get her back i could only think of one way that could happen now i couldn't wait any longer to have my clara back so i bend down using my regerantion energy and kissed her on the lips passing it through me and onto her. As i did this i opened my eyes to see her glowing a warm yellow she looked amazing and perfect to me. She suddenly gasped awake looking straight up into my eyes in shock. So i pulled away

"What did you do?"

"Saved you"

"How?"

"Gave away eleven years of my life"

"No, don't i don't want to take it"

"To late, i would give all my time just to have you back for a second longer"

We sat sairing at each other for what felt like for ever.