I'm Here (doctor and clara)

Wrecked

Doctors POV

I am still sitting on the ground inconsolably crying, now covered in mud, but do I care? Not one bit. Why should I care about something like that when my heart has been ripped to peices I genuinely don't know how I am still alive right now.
I feel like laying down and crying until death eventually comes. It maybe some time but its better than having to move, think even breath without her.
Clara's echo is still sat by me not saying anything. Just being a reassuring presents. I don't want to be rude but she really isn't helping at the moment.
If you have ever felt the pain of losing a loved one, you will know how hard it is to be reminded of them. esspecially visually. mostly when you have a completely identically person stood in front of you reminding me of what i have lost. It's like having someone press hard on an open wond, or twist the knife.
I don't feel real at the moment, like it is not happening, like I am in a really bad nightmare, I really hope I am and I will wake up in a minuet and find myself in my Tardis with my clara stood leaned against the consul smiling away. Please let this be a nightmare. Please can I wake up. "wake up, wake up" I commanded to myself out loud. A hand rested comfortably on my leg, I knew it was Clara's echoes hand applying a reassuring amount of pressure to my leg to try to comfort me. It was not working.
No amount of comforting will help me now.
"Doctor..." was all she said and it hit something in my mind, i need to see her i need to.
"I have to....I need to.....I want to see it... her I want to see her"
"mmm" was all she replied
"I have a time machine that can travel anywhere in time and space, where is the crash site?" I ask urgently.
"do you think that is wise...." she begins
"very, and I don't care I'm going, are you going to stop me, thought not"
"fine but you have to let me come with you?" she reasoned.
I shot up to my feet and ran towards the Tardis. flinging the door open and running to the consul tears still stinging my eyes the door closed and I looked round to see clara wide eyed and staring at our Tardis like the very first time she had seen it, I suppose it is the very first time she had seen it, because this was not my clara.
She gives me the coordinates to the crash site and we set off. We land briefly afterwards. I sprint out of the Tardis taking in the scene, its horrific. I have been in many wars and battles but the thing I find hardest to take is the aftermath thats why I never stick round long enough to see what happens. There was peices of the truck everywhere scattered within a 50meter radius show the pure I'm pact the train must have hit them at. Also front parts of the train are in amongst the pieces of mangled metal showing how strong the car must have been. That makes it even more heart retching that the car turned out like this what chance did my clara stand?
My heart wretches knowing that her body must be with in this pile of horrid mess. Will I ever be able to find her body take it back to earth her family, her dad.
I look over and see to bodies lying on the ground within the crash site the man is laying over clara as if to protect her body. Tears continue to freely escape my eyes and I'm not going to try to stop them. I have to stop myself from being sick. The mans legs are badly damaged as blood gushes still freely from them. If this is what has become of both of them do I really want to she my beautiful, perfect clara in such a state.
I step closer towards the two bodies, then stop I'm sure I saw Clara's small arm flinch under the mans huge body. I keep moving and slowly pull the man of her. I look down at her at the mess of her body checking to see all four limbs are attached I don't know why but that brings me little confort, its not like there going to do her any good anymore.
I grimace and look away from her body she is covered in blood I don't want to see her like this I causes me too much pain.
Then I hear a gargle and a choke the man is spluttering blood out of his mouth. He's alive I turn to look at him and she Clara's echo desperately trying to save his life which I'm sure shell do because if shes anything like my clara....
.... wait if he's alive their still might be a chance for her!
I Bend down checking for her pulse and I don't feel it at first then I press hard on her neck and I feel the faintest flutter underneath my fingers!!
SHE'S ALIVE,
SHE'S STILL ALIVE!!!!
WHAT HOW IS SHE.
THAT DOSENT MATTER SHES STILL ALIVE!!

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People being alive makes me so happy joy!!
incase you didn't notice she is still alive!!

anyways, thank you
see ya tomorrow
bye!!!