Sinful Secrets

Chapter 4

Desiree couldn't sleep. It was Thursday night and Friday was just a few hours away. She didn't know how her dreams was going to turn out. As she walked around the house, she heard the door being knocked on. She threw her robe on and answered it. Her face was full of shock as she fully opened the door. It was Tracy. Standing there with a blue flower in his hand. "Tracy, wha-wha-what are you doing here???", Desiree asked with concern and confusion on her face. "Desiree. I can't stop thinking about you. I feel like there could be something between us. I know you feel something too when we talk don't you?", Tracy asked. Desiree still couldn't wrap the fact that he was there at her house around her mind. "I guess.", she blushingly answered. "So what do you want to do about this?", Tracy asked. "I don't really know Tracy.", Desiree said. Tracy could see the ashamed look on her face as she put her head down. He then picked her head up by her chin and looked deep into her eyes. "You can never help how you feel. I know you don't want anything to be ruined, but I won't tell if you won't.", Tracy said. Desiree had an odd feeling in her heart. She tried to keep her composure, but the more she resisted, the deeper his stare went. She then began to think hard until she came to a realization. She was sleep. "Oh shit I fell asleep!", Desiree thought. Her mind tried to control her body, but to no avail. She inched her head in towards Tracy. As their lips met, Desiree felt as if she didn't want to wake up. He undid her robe and began to kiss her neck. His hands felt so good and warm as he rubbed her thighs. She noticed she had her blue lingerie on again. His tongue ventured from her neck to her breasts. He snapped her bra off and began to suck on her nipples as if he has been thirsty all day. She gripped his head, forcing his head lower to her bellybutton. He gently kissed it and circled it with his tongue. As his tongue made it to the opening of the clit, he rose his head up. "Tracy...Tracy, don't stop.", she groaned out. "I'll continue today.", he whispered in her ear. She then had a confused look as he said that. At that moment, she snapped into reality. As she awoke, she noticed that her panties were soaked from her dream. She embarrassingly got up to change panties when she checked her phone. She was happy to see she wasn't late today, but she was still upset about her dreaming. She couldn't help but wonder about her dreams, and her feelings. She didn't think she had feelings for Tracy, or how quickly they were developing. It was Friday now. She was to go to Tracy's house with Keith today. She didn't want to go, but she also did. She took a shower and got dressed. She felt cute today so she decided to dress a "professional" kind of sexy. Medium length, tight, black dress that hugged her figure, matching coat, heels, hair pressed and flowing down her shoulders, and a dab of red lipstick. She decided not to put in her contacts so she could wear her glasses to complete the look. After getting dressed, she grabbed her bag, not noticing a letter that Tracy snuck in fall out the it, and hopped in the car. As she drove off, Keith woke up and looked around. "Good morning Baby.", He said as he turned over. He saw no one there. "Baby?", he called as he walked through the house. He saw her bag gone so he knew she went to work. While he was making himself some breakfast, he had this weird feeling about last night. He felt as if he slept alone last night. He thought of it as nothing, but he still felt uneasy about it. He went out to the mailbox and read through the mail. He then came across a letter from Fort Irwin in California. "Oh, this is probably from Desi's friend Roland.", Keith assumed. Oblivious to the fact that Roland is Desi's ex who she still writes. he tossed the letter onto the bed and began to get prepared for work. He dressed in his dirty jeans, tight black T-shirt, and his work boots and gloves. Before he left out of the door, he noticed the note on the floor that fell out of Desiree's bag. He wanted to open it, but his phone began to ring. "What's up?", He answered. There was a problem at the construction site so he just put the note in his back pocket and rushed at the house. Meanwhile, Desiree and Tracy was working when Tracy came over to her computer. "So you ready for tonight?", he asked. Desiree then jumped and began to stammer. "Wha-what you mean by that?", she asked in a hurried manner. "Uh I was just asking.", he said. "Ugh look Tracy, I love Keith and stuff, but I think I'm attracted to you too and I don't like this feeling.", she confessed. "Oh. Well Desiree, I know that you love Keith and stuff, but I really can't see how. He's boring. You are a woman who needs excitement and guessing in your life and that is why you are attracted to me. You can never guess what I'm going to do. Look, you can stay with him, but whenever you need a dose of excitement just let me know.", Tracy requisitioned. "Tracy, we can stay friends okay?", Desiree asked. "Of course man. That's not going to change. You make my day so why would I want to change that?", He said. It's just the small things he says that brings a smile to her face. As the day went by, Desiree noticed that Keith still hasn't come by to see her. She texted him twice and no reply. She began to think about what could he be doing. They heard a knock on the door. "Come in.", Desiree said in a relieved manner. It was Faith. "Hey girl. I'm not doing anything so I decided to check and see what you guys were doing.", Faith explained. "As you can see we're not doing anything either.", Desiree said. "I see. So what's the move tonight?", Faith asked. "Well I'm going to Tracy's tonight with Keith.", Desiree answered. Faith then showed a suspicious glare at Desiree. "Oh. So who's going to be there?", Faith asked. "Well me, Desiree, Keith, and some more people. You can come too.", Tracy invited. "Oh well sure. I will be glad to.", Faith accepted. Faith began to smile as Tracy offered her visit to his house. Desiree watched with a small scowl. She didn't know she was doing it. she realized her expression and instantly turned around. "What the hell was that?", She asked herself. Tracy laughed once Faith left. "What's funny?", Desiree asked. "You looked like you were about slap her.", Tracy said as he began laughing again. "No I wasn't.", Desiree denied. "Whatever you say sweetheart.", Tracy said. He kicked back then started smirking as he turned his computer off. "What are you doing, thinking you're cool or something?", she snarkingly asked. "I'm starting to take after you with this 10-minute chill thing.", Tracy explained. She looked at her computer and saw that the work day was almost up. "So what do you think Keith is doing? I did't see him today.", Tracy said. "I don't know. Usually nothing stops him from coming to see me.", Desiree explained. "Well whatever it is, I  hope it's worth it.", He responded. She covered her eyes and began to chuckle. "Do you ever get tired of flirting?", she asked. "It's not flirting if it's true, but no.", He said. "Well I'm going to head down to the car, but I'll catch you tonight.", Desiree said. "So you are coming?", Tracy said with a smile. Desiree he then stopped and realized what she said. She just turned her head and smiled before she left out of the door. During the car ride home, Faith and Kesha were talking about Tracy. "He asked me to come to their gathering tonight.", Faith said. Desiree then rolled her eyes and tried to keep her eyes on the road. She doesn't know why she felt jealous, but she did. She pulled into Kesha's driveway quickly to drop them off before taking off down the road. She pulled up and noticed that Keith wasn't home yet. She began to get worried. She walked in and saw that a letter was on the bed from Roland. She was about to open it, but she put it on the dresser and called Keith, but no answer. All she could think about was if he was with another girl or not. While she was waiting on Keith, he was on his way home finally. He checked his phone after he left it in the car and saw that Desiree left him 5 messages and 3 missed calls. He was going to text back, but he just pulled up to the house and saw that she was already home. As he walked in and put his jacket up, Desiree was standing there with her arms folded. "Hey baby.", Keith greeted. "Where have you been?", Desiree asked, waiting for an answer. "Um work?", Keith answered. "You didn't show up today at work and didn't respond to any of my texts or calls.", Desiree listed. "Baby something happened today so I guess I was moving too quick and I left my phone in the car.", Keith explained. "Ok then baby.", she sighed as she went to their bedroom to lay down. Keith followed in behind her and began to change clothes. "Wait. You don't think I was cheating do you?", Keith asked. Desiree just turned her head in silence. "Baby, I would never cheat on you. I love you and I made you my fiance for a reason, cause I know you feel the same way. There is no other girl that I would make my wife but you and I want you to always remember that okay?", Keith said, kissing Desiree's forehead. "Okay. I'm sorry for even having that thought cross my mind.", Desiree said. He just smiled and continued to take off his clothes. As he was taking his pants off, the letter fell out of his back pocket. Desiree saw it once he walked out of the room. She just stared at it once she picked it up, but then she stuffed it in her bag before he walked back in. "Well what are you going to wear to Tracy's house?", Keith asked. "I don't know. Maybe just throw on something.", Desiree said while rolling her eyes. "I don't know either.", Keith said. "How about your black hoodie, navy jeans, and your white Forces?", She suggested in an annoyed manner. "I was just thinking that.", Keith said. "Of course you were.", Desiree though to herself. She wanted to read the note, but was scared about what she might find out. She took the note out and put it in the pocket of the pants she was going to wear to Tracy's house and began to get dressed. The drive there was okay. They had some small talk about work, but Desiree's mind was on the note she found. She wanted to ask about it, but Keith's smile kept reassuring her that nothing was going on. She knew he wouldn't do that to her, but that is what made the note all the more scary to her. They parked and walked up to the door. Tracy opened it before they could knock. "What's up you guys?", Tracy greeted. "Hey Tracy.", Desiree said as Keith shook his hand. They walked in and saw a couple of more people sitting in his large living room talking and laughing. The night was pretty social. Everyone talking and getting to know each other as they watched the game. The problem was Tracy and Desiree stealing glances at each other every once in awhile. She stared whenever Tracy was touched by Faith, who he called his "special guest", but she felt even worse that she felt a little jealous whenever he made her laugh. Tracy stared back at times, but turned back whenever someone else looked at him. The night turned late and Keith was too drunk to drive so he wanted Desiree to drive. As they got up, Keith tripped and spilled his drink on himself and Faith. "Damn. Sorry Faith.", Keith apologized. "It's okay Keith. I would've done the same thing if I moved.", Faith slurred. "Well you guys can clean off in my room down the hall.", Tracy pointed. "Okay. Come on Keith I'll be the guide.", Faith said as she grabbed his hand and they walked down the hall. The room was quiet for a bit. Tracy and Desiree began to just stare at each other. As she stared at him, she saw flashbacks of her dreams. How controlling his hands felt, how soft his lips felt, and just staring into his beautiful eyes. While in her daze, she came to and saw Tracy sitting closer to her. "You okay?", Tracy concernedly asked. "Uh yeah I'm good.", Desiree said. "Okay. Just checking", He said. As they sat there, Tracy put his hand on Desiree's thigh. She shivered a little. "Tracy. I told you that I love Keith.", Desiree said. "Yes I know, but you also said that you have feelings for me also.", Tracy pointed out. She kept calm as Tracy rubbed her thigh. "Tra-Tracy.", Desiree tried to sound out. "Like I said, I won't tell if you won't.", Tracy said as he inched closer. Desiree bit her lip when she felt his breath hit her ear. Then, at that moment, she met his lips. They were exactly how she dreamed about. She jumped back. "Tracy no.", She said. She looked down inside her shirt and saw that she had the blue lingerie on. She paused for a minute. "Oh no. It's just like my dream.", she thought to herself. Tracy began to gently kiss her neck. tried not to close her eyes, but when she did, she thought about the missed calls and messages she sent and the letter she found. This was enough for her to grab Tracy's head and darted her tongue onto his. He slipped his hand under her shirt and began to caress her breasts. She stayed silent out of fear of Keith hearing. She wrapped her hands around his neck and looked into his eyes. "Like you said, I won't tell.", She said seductively as she bit his bottom lip. She then heard a bang and pushed Tracy off of her and sat like nothing happened. Meanwhile in Tracy's room. Keith and Faith are still trying to get their clothes dry be wiping it out. While waiting for their clothes to dry, Faith saw Keith have a thoughtful look on his face as he held his head down. "What's wrong Keith?", Faith asked concernedly. "Do you think Desiree likes someone else?", Keith asked. "What? Of course not. Why would you ask that?", Faith asked. "It's just that she been acting a little odd lately.", Keith explained. "Keith, she's probably stressed out from work. It's not easy being and executive supervisor you know.", Faith said, rubbing Keith's back. "You're right. She wouldn't cheat on me. We love each other too much. Thanks Faith.", Keith said. "You're welcome. I just wish I could have a relationship like y'all for once.", Faith confessed. "Faith you will. You just to wait for God to bring him to you. You're are sexy, kind-hearted, intelligent as hell, and you are honest.", Keith complimented. "Really?", Faith happily said. "Of course.", Keith reassured. "Well don't think Desiree could find anyone better than you. You're pretty sexy yourself, you're hard working, you're so kind, polite, and you show respect to your girl and treat her like a queen. Any girl would be lucky to find some one atleast close to your calibre.", Faith said. "Wow. You think so?", He said. "Of course.", Faith reassured. They hugged tightly, but before they pulled away, their eyes caught each others and they shared a soft, tender kiss. They then jumped back from each other before it got even more intense. "Uhhh" was all that came from their mouths. They walked back out and saw Tracy and Desiree sitting and watching television. "Desi, let's go now.", Keith said. "Oh. Okay babe. What about your shirt?", Desiree asked. "Um it will be okay until we get home. Let's just go.", Keith stammered. "Oh well okay then.", Desiree said as she put her jacket on. They said their byes and got into the car. The ride home was awkward for the both of them. Nothing but silence and guilty faces. As they made it home, Keith started to stare at Desiree. He wanted to say something badly, but he couldn't bring it to himself to hurt her. They got settled inside and Keith went to take a shower. While he was showering, Desiree decided to take this time to read Roland's letter. She always loved it when he wrote her.