The phone call that changed my life

Chapter 43

(Liams pov)

*ring ring*

"Hello?"

"Hey Liam. Its Crystal."

"Hey! How was the concert?"

"Good. But Rachel threw up and isnt feeling so well, can you come pick her up?"

"Oh! Yeah of course I'll be there in a few."

"Thanks Li."

I walked over to the lads who are interacting with some fans. I whisper in Louis' ear that I have to go to help Rachel. He nods and i walk off stage to go.

(Crystals pov)

"Liam will be here soon! So just keep laying here."

She nodded and I smiled. I feel bad.. She's gonna get a bunch of hate, she's pregnant. She has every right to throw up.. And them again they don't know she's pregnant.

I have gotten way to much hate.. I cut only a few times a week. No one sees it but me, because I hide it on my upper thigh.

I'm afraid if Louis finds out he will be angry.

If Rachel EVER and I mean EVERRRR cuts.. I'm going to kill her. It's bad, and she's perfect. I know I shouldn't cut, but it's to release the pain and at least I'm not killing myself.

I tried once in high school but chickened out.. I didn't want to hurt h dad. But now if I did it wouldn't matter.. He's in jail for a while anyway. I bet you he forgot about me..

Ugh he gets on my nerves sometimes..

"Hellloooo!? Earth to crystal!?" Liam shouted in my ear.

"Sorry, I was thinking, well more like lost in deep thought.."

"Okay.. anyway, I'm taking her home. You go sign a few things. Ill see you later." Liam said picking Rachel up bridal style. She wrapped her hands around his neck and put her head against his chest! It was way to cute!!

I walked into the back room to see some fans standing there with paper/phone/signs/and posters of me to sign.

"Can you sign this please?"

"Sure!" I signed a few things for lots of beautiful fans and took lots of pictures. After about 45 minutes I left and headed home.

**

When I got back home I went straight up to the bathroom. i didnt say hi to anyone even though they tried to talk to me. I grabbed my razor and took out the blades without cutting my hands.

I took it and dragged it across my upper thigh..

I keep going and screaming in pain.

I kept slicing more as more. Screaming more and more..

"CRYSTAL!! Open the door now!" Louis voice shouted from the other side of the door.

"I'm not worth seeing."

"Open it now or ill knock it down!"

I unlocked it and he came in.. Staring at me.

"Dammit crystal! Why? Your beautiful!!" He said grabbing my razor and flushing it.

"No!!" I screamed as he held me tight.

"I need to get you washed up.."