Sidemen One-Shots

MiniStar123 part 1

(AN: trigger warning for this chapter!!! If you can't handle things like cutting and suicidal thoughts then don't read. If you do read, then read at your own risk)

Vikk's POV:

Simon and I have been dating for the past 5 months, but something seems wrong with Simon. He doesn't want to spend time with me as much as before, he's been distant for the past few weeks. He leaves the house late at night and comes back home early in the morning. I'm starting to get worried, this isn't like the Simon I know. So finally I work up the courage to go ask him what's wrong.

I walk up the stairs to Simon's room, fighting the urge to run away and lock myself in my room, and knock on the door. "Who is it?" I hear him call from the other side of the door.

"It's me, Vikk." I say.

"Go away, Vikk. I don't want to deal with you right now." I hear him say harshly.

Shocked I bite my lip and force myself not to start crying, Simon knows I can't deal with these types of things. "But Simon, I ne-" I get cut off.

The door slams open and I see Simon standing there looking extremely angry "what the f**k did I say? I don't want to deal with your sorry excuse of an existence. Go the f**k away, you worthless piece of sh*t." He says before slamming the door shut.

Tears stream down my face as I make my way back down the stairs towards my room, but before u can go inside Josh grabs my arm. "W-what?" My voice breaks as more tears stream down my face.

"Oh, Vikk." Josh says pulling me into a hug "it's okay, don't listen to Simon. He doesn't mean anything he just said, I promise."

"H-how do you know? H-he called me w-worthless, Josh." I cry into Josh's chest.

Josh releases me from the hug, then pulls me into his room and sets me on his bed. "Vikk, listen to me. You are not worthless. You are not anything Simon just called you. He's being an idiot, he doesn't understand what he just did. Just watch in a few minutes he'll come down here and apologize over and over again until you forgive him. Just wait and see. Also Vikk, don't do anything stupid." Josh tells me.

I nod getting up, feeling tired from crying "I'm going to sleep, thank you Josh." I say, then walk into my room and close the door. I lay down and soon fall asleep.

(AN: this is the start of the triggering part!!! Read at your own risk!!!)

I woke up a few hours later, with no sign of Simon coming to apologize to me. 'What did I do wrong? Simon hates me. Josh is worried. JJ and the others don't even care. Only Josh cares, but I'm tired. Tired of all of this. Feeling worthless. Feeling depressed. Feeling do suicidal.' I think while grabbing my razor from beneath my bed. 'I can make it all go away. I can make the pain stop. Everyone wants me to do it. Simon wants me to do it.' I think while twisting the razor blade in my hand. Then I push it against my skin, making cuts up and down my arms. Blood starts to pool our from my veins and before I black out my last thought was 'what about Josh?'

~ POV change ~

Josh's POV:

I hear someone fall from Vikks room and I quickly get up, I hear Simon's bedroom door open as well. Quickly I open Vikk's bedroom door to reveal one of my worst nightmares.  One of my best friends laying in a pool of their own blood.

- part 1 end -

(AN: part 2? If you want to see a part two please comment saying that you do, then I'll write part two)

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