Sidemen One-Shots

Wroetostar

(AN: It was suggested for me to write Wroetostar so I did, thank you @SDMNPack for suggesting this. I do hope you enjoy although it's slightly sad.

Also there is a trigger warning!! So be careful while reading! I don't want anyone to get upset over something I've wrote. I may be upset and using those feelings as what I should write about..

When you see this ^ it means that those are a different way of thinking. Now onto the story..)

Vikk's POV:

"Hey, Harry? Would anyone care if I was here tomorrow? No one seems to care, except for you." I stay staring up at the changing sky from my position on the ground.

The boy, Harry, sitting beside me looks over at me "of course someone would care. I'd care, even that random boy in the back of the class would care."

I laugh slightly "Harry, no one other than you would care. Everyone else would rather have me gone. They've said it themselves."

"Don't listen to them then, you're my best friend Vikk. Please don't listen to them." Harry pleads, while grabbing my hand.

I look over to him to see tears in his eyes, I sigh saying "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to you sad."

He just holds my hand tighter, with tears shinning in his eyes. Not being able to watch him cry I sit up and give him a hug. "Please don't leave Vikky." Harry pleads while hugging me back.

I don't say anything, I just think 'I'm sorry Harry, I can't make any promises. I'm so tired of it all please forgive me'.

After awhile Harry releases me from the hug and stands up "we should head home, Vikky. It's getting late. I'll see you tomorrow?" he says.

"Maybe, you know I haven't been feeling well enough to go to class." I half lie, only part of that was true.

He smiles slightly "get better! See you later Vikky!" he yells and starts to run home.

I follow his lead, getting up and heading home. As I get there I'm greeted my an empty house. 'What was I expecting? They're never here.' I think as I walk to my room. One I enter my room I collapse onto my bed, that's when my thoughts turn dark.

^no one care. Go kill yourself. Harry is a liar. He doesn't care. Who would care for a worthless faggot like you? That's right no one. Not even your so called parents.^

'Shut up, shut up, shut up! Go away!'

^hehehe, how about I don't shut up. Why don't you shut up? Everyone would be so much happier if you did. Even Harry, especially him. Why don't you be a good boy, like mommy and daddy want you to be, and kill yourself?^

'Please..'

^please? No, I won't stop. Come on, you want to do it. You want to see the beautiful red run down your arms.^

'You're right'

^of course I'm right. Now go do it^

'I can't, Harry..'

^harry? Harry doesn't care! No one does!^

'You're wrong. Harry cares. He has to care..'

^if he cared why did he leave you alone?^

'H-he..didn't know..'

^only a complete idiot wouldn't know, even your stupid bully's know.^

'Shut up! Harry isn't an idiot!'

^whatever you you say, but really. Where is he? Not here that's for sure.^

'Shut up!'

The door bell interrupts my arguing with myself, annoyed at the constant ringing and my thoughts I get up and walk to the door. I open it, surprised to see Harry standing there. "Harry, why are you here?" I ask him confused.

"I thought more about your question from earlier. Vikky do you plan on leaving?" he asks me looking straight into my eyes.

I bite my lip and look away, stepping back away from him. "I'm sorry, Harry."

"Don't go, please don't go. Don't leave me alone. I love you Vikky! Please don't leave!" Harry shouts while grabbing my hands and holding them.

Shocked I just stare at him until finally saying "I love you too, Harry. I'm sorry for scaring you."

-end-

(AN: thank you for reading. If you ever have these types of thoughts I'm always here to help. I know I have them and talking does sometimes help. Anyone can message me about anything that's bothering them and I will try and help. If I can't help I'll still be here to listen. Again thank you for reading. If you enjoyed you can let me know you did by voting or commenting. I always appreciate it!)

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