Destined To Be Together~2 (Completed ✔)

30. heartbreak *

When i came back home n entered my room ...
I saw all her belongings were out of my view..

Der were no traces of her presence...
I know  she will never say no to me..
Rather she had promised me at our marriage only dat she ll do anything to keep me happy...

N she is fulfilling her promise...
But wat i did ...
I did is only insult her for no reason...
N she heartily accepted dat insult...
Why is she so selfless...

I know she  married me due to her financial weakness.....
But apart from dat she h5s never ever asked for money...
Yes i remember everything now..
Each n every second of d last seven months we have spend together..

How she pampered me..
How she beared all my tantrums..
How she used to make me ready , feed me ,play wid me...
How she used to cry when i was in pain..
Her every attempts to treat me n make me normal...

But wat i did wid her is only injustice..
But m doing it for her only..
I know  she loves me...but even i love someone...
For me first love is last love..
I have promised ritika dat i ll b only hers till my last breathe...
But bcz of me i cant ruin my sanyu dost's' life...
I make her to hate me..
I ll not leave any chance to develop hatred for me into h5r...
Yes i ll not ruin her life..

Wid dis thought i slept..
Though i wanted to go to her ..
I know she must b crying till now..
I even know how i promised her parents dat i ll keep her happy always...
But now m only making her sad...

I so wanted to clasp her in my arms n express my gratitude dat...m here bcz of u only sanyu dost...
I juz want to take her pain away n sooth her like a friend does...
But i cant do dat...

I can't built any hopes in her dat i will b hers some day...
Bcz only i know dat my heart belongs to only one person...
I wanted to give her pain now so dat in future she doesn't feel broken bcz of me....

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Next day i woke up n did my morning exercise...
Like i did previously..
I want to engross myself in my business..so dat i ll not think about ritu n sanyu...
Both r near to me but difference is dat one is my eternal love n oder is my best friend n my well wisher...

when i came out of shower to pick my clothes unknowingly a smile crept on my face....
I remember how i used to ask sanyu to undress n dress me...
How she used to comb my hair n apply perfume on my insistence...

I heard a knock on d door...
I wore my linen shirt n opened d door only to find sanyu wid a tray of breakfast...
I made my face stern in front of of her..
I don't want her to know dat m smiling remembering our past days...

Yes...i chipped straight
"Woh...umm woh...aapka breakfast" she said nervously.

I kno shez here to know whether i gained my memory back or not..
But i cant b weak...i ll not let her suffer bcz of me...

"I guess u shud resign from dis job..."i chipped as much as possibly rudely..
Huh!! She chipped

"I guess m fyn now... so der is no need of u to stay here now....take ur payment n get lost...." i chipped n turned taking d plate...i cant see her in pain...
I kno by now her eyes must b moist..
But m not worth of it...bcz m so so Selfish....!!!

"Sanyu yaha se kahi nahi jaegi...yahi rahegi....beti hai woh iss ghar ki aur meri...samjhe!!"  I heard mom saying dat....

No mom...don't do dis...already m guilty to hurt such  a pure soul...i dont want to face her aftr dis....!!

I somehow wiped those tiny wet drops on my cheeks n turned back maintaining a straight poker face...

"Mom...i dont think dat our house is somekind of orphanage or dharamshala....dat u will keep anyone in dis house...." i chipped in a stern yet cold voice..

Uptil now sanyu was holding her tears..
M sorry sanyu....i chipped in mind n left d room wid my coat leaving d breakfast....

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#destined2
#aakanksha..