Beautiful Boy (Book1)

Leaving Liverpool 14

My vacation came to an end today. John and Paul walked us back to the train station and we said good bye. 

"Its only a few minutes before we have to get on. Im going for a walk." I said.

John took my hint and followed me.

Paul and Hailey stayed back, that is, Paul said that, because he wanted to give me and John some time alone before i left. I could see their smiling faces and then Hailey giggled, then they walked a separate way.

"It doesn't seem like a week." John said.

"I know, it was fun while it lasted. But next you can come and see me." I smiled.

"I hope so." He gripped my hand tighter.

"John," I stopped and sat down. "I...ill miss you. Writing and phoning are just not enough."

"I know, but Fer?"

"Yeah?" i asked looking up at him.

"Can you be my girlfriend, and maybe, some day..." 

"No, no. John don't mention it! You never know. I cant say yes to that! But i am willing to be your date." I was frustrated at what i said, but at least i said it was okay for him to be my date.

"Well, some day, just some day. I know we'll get together, and live peacefully!" He smiled and held my hand.

He sat down and looked at me. His brown eyes looked sad and looked as if they wanted something. 

I felt something come into my mind. I wasn't sure what it was, but John gave me a little smile and his head came towards mine. Our lips met and my eyes closed. I wrapped my arms around him while he did that same. 

Once i recognized what i was doing i shoved off him. The train was about to leave in two minutes. I stared in amazement at John and breathed. 

"I...i got to go." I said and turned to leave. 

I ran back and hopped on the train just as the door shut. I looked out the window John was standing there looking at the train, Paul came up to him and stood by him. I quickly opened the window and yelled.

"John! I love you!" I waved.

He smiled and waved back, sending a kiss my way as we exited the station. Hailey giggled and sat down next to me.

"Theres something going aint there?" She smiled and giggled.

"I found out i love him. I do, i cant believe it." I said.

"Well?"

"He kissed me!"

"Wow! thats great!"

"Now im going to miss him. i want to move back here." I said.

"Don't feel bad, John will remember you! Im sure of it." She put her arm around me.

I leaned back in my seat and stared outside at the flat plains. My thoughts went back to my childhood, with John and Hailey, till Hailey left and my only friend was John. We got closer those days.