A/n: First of all, sorry po kasi di ako nakapagUD ng super tagal. Sorry for keeping you guys waiting (kung may naghintay man.)
Hope you'll enjoy this super short update! :)
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Sam's POV
I chose to leave the country ng late para bawas dyahe. My flight was supposedly tomorrow pa, but I want to leave already. I did not even call her to let her know.
I don't think I'll be able to say goodbye. But I have to go. I need to. I want to.
Masyado nang tumagal ang pagpapanggap. Kailangan kong lumayo bago pa may magawa akong pagsisisihan ko sa huli. At tingin ko naman, my desicion is right.
I saw the news a while ago. Nung napanuod ko yun, agad kong tinawagan si Mom to tell her that I'll be leaving early.
Una pa lang alam ko na na hindi talaga normal na student lang si Kyle Ramirez. He was a celebrity. If others are fooled, I surely am not. I'm not tht stupid. Honestly, I can't believe na itatago pa sakin ni Llian yun, but apparently she did. A whole lot of things has changed simula nung dumating Siya.
The Dean of the School told me everything. She even defended Llian for not telling me. She said it was really THAT confidential. The fu*k with confidential!
Sorry for swearing. I'm just frustrated. I've never been like this.
Akala ko, wala akong dapat ipag-alala dahil di naman tinatablan si Llian ng pagka-fangirl niya. Di ko nga alam kung fan na ba siya nung lalaking yun.
He's not that handsome. MAs pogi pa nga ako dun sabi nung kasambahay namin.
May nagpapicture ngang foreigner sakin kanina. akala yata artista ako. Kakahiya pero smile pa rin. Awuu. ~.~ (Pero nung nakita ko yung picture e pinabluetooth ko tsaka ni-crop. Ginawa kong DP. HAHA!)
(a/n: picture on the side)
I sound so whiny. I sound so bitter. I sound like an insecure girl.
Siguro dahil sa matagal na kaming magkakilala ni Llian pero masyado akong natorpe.
If all of these are not yet clear to you, aaminin ko na.
I'm Llian's bestfriend ... but I want to be more.
Maybe you're thinking that I should make my move instead of leaving. I already thought about that. But after watching the news, nakita kong magiging asungot lang ako sa kanila. Besides, I have to let Llian do things herself.
At the right time, I want her to choose.
And I'm hoping that she'll pick me, not because she HAS to, but because she WANTS to.
I opened my eyes. May nakatingin sakin sa may oppossite aisle. (Nasa eroplano nga pala ako.)
She looks so familiar. Maganda siya. She's wearing a simple dress under her jacket. I don't know what to do, so I just raised my eyebrows at her.
She blushed, then rolled her eyes at me.
I wonder what that was about.
May katabi siyang guy and they do not look related. But the guy looked at me. No. Di lang niya ako basta tiningnan. Tinitigan niya ko. He does not look gay. He seems like an important and professional person to me. Still. He's giving me the creeps. I looked away but I can still feel his eyes on me.
Di ko na lang siya pinansin. Baka mamaya e nasa Wow Mali! pala ako.
I closed my eyes and let my mind wander again.
Pano nga ba kasi magmove on kung hindi naman talaga naging kayo?
Pano mo kakalimutan ang taong buong buhay mong kasama?
At...
Pano na ko kapag nagawa ko ang mga 'yan^?
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