Tonight
I lie in bed
In my dark room
Slowly crying myself to sleep
Those tears making thumping sounds
Thumping as they hit my pillow
After streaming down my face
And the wet cloth on my pillow
Is stained from the tears
As I continue to cry
Because the tears won't stop coming
Certain thoughts triggered those tears
Such as "Who would even miss me If I was gone?"
I draw up a list in my head
There were only two names I could think of
Coming to the conclusion
No one cared
I now regretted even thining about it
And even after erasing that thought from my mind
I still cry
As my body grows numb
And chills shoot through my bones
I softly sing myself to sleep through the tears
Night-time is when those few certain thoughts enter your mind
And night-time is for crying
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Poem from last night... I just don't know but I just couldn't stop :'(
