Being Famous Has Its Perks: Tristan Evans Love Story

Chapter Twenty Eight~ Fear Of Being Rejected

Natalie
I turned to Connor and smiled. "Hey bubble what's up?" I asked because he was looking at me highly confused at the whole situation that played before his eyes.

"Nothing what was all that?" He asked directing the question to Alfie who had now walked away.

"Oh we were talking you know getting to know each other and we might meet up in London or if I'm in Brighton" I said. I was truly excited because I was finally beginning to meet new people rather than spending all my time with the boys. Even though I love them to bits I just feel like I need friends of my own.

"He's dating Zoe right?" He asked I nodded. "Isn't she like your favourite" I actually surprised he remembered something I told him ages ago.

"Yeah" I said

"Why don't you go talk to her?" He asked.

"Nah" I said I'm the type of person who waits for someone to come talk to me first, I have the fear of being rejected. As I am sure most people do.

"Why not, I'll come with you" he said pushing towards Zoe Sugg. I have a fear that it will end badly.

"Stop Connor" I said looking around. I spotted Tristan sitting down on a couch talking to some people. "Look I found Tris" I walked over to him and he looked up at me when he saw me. His eyes burned straight through me with his piercing gaze that was captivating and made me never want to tear away from him.

"Hey" he said with his face lighting up.

"Hi" I said smiling at him. He moved over a little and I sat down next to him. He rested his arm on top of the couch behind us and continued talking to the person. I was not particularly sure who this person was but I was not going to let that shine through.

"This is Natalie" Tristan said introducing me to the person. They held their hand out for a hand shake and I shook it. I'm pretty sure he was another youtuber.

"Spence nice to meet you" the guy said and continued talking to Tristan. I felt Tris move his hand from the couch to my lower back. Making sure nobody was watching. I like how he actually cares about if anyone sees us.

How much I want to make our relationship public I don't want to just yet. I just do not want it to end badly if we do unfortunately break up because then it will probably get shoved in our faces on Twitter, Facebook and more.

I looked around the room curious to find out who actually was in this room and I saw Connor talking to Zoe while James was talking to some chick I have never seen before and Brad was talking to Troye.

I saw Connor look over at me and then Zoe did. She smiled and called me over. I looked at Tristan. "I'll be back" I whispered, he nodded and I walked over to them. The nerves settled in as I inched closer. If you did not actually know already Zoe inspires me and meeting her was a big deal for me. Obviously I was not going to like fan girl or cry

"Hey I'm Zoe" she said giving me a hug.

"Natalie" I said hugging her back. We pulled apart.

"So Connor told me that you don't like to go talk to people" she said. Hey I have a valid reason why.

"Yeah I have the fear of being rejected" I said laughing at how lame I sounded.

"Oh yeah" she said laughing with me. "So how's the tour going?"

"Yeah it's been good, were in the middle of a prank war at the moment" I said laughing at the flashbacks of the lame pranks we have pulled on each other.

"Oh really" she said "who's on who team?"

"I'm with Nat and James while Tristan is with Brad" Connor said.