NO Change /One Direction FF/ Completed/

We Choose...

well a new chappie i see. yay. cliffhanger at the end, just to warn y'all. hope you enjoy this, Vote Comment eat Lollipops.

for the next two days i stayed in my room. i came out for food, but that was it.

i was very uncomfortable about what had happened with Louis.

"Jord! hello? knock knock?! let me in!!!" Katie was hammering on my locked door.

i slouched over and unlocked it.

"thank god! wow. you need to shower." she raised her eyebrows, "i haven't seen you in like..two days."

"yeah, when are they send people home?" i lolled against the door frame.

"like ten minutes?" she beamed, "i really hope im not going home." she pretended to cry.

"oh. i better go wash up then." i capered to the bathroom, back in a good mood at the prospect of going home.

after my shower i put on a black and grey striped sweatshirt and a pair of black leggings. i pulled my hair up, and stuck on some vans.

Katie looked gorgeous, her blond hair was lightly curled with loose plaits falling through it.  

she had a tan brown, loose, wavy belly-top on. and a pair of skinny jeans.

"come on. lets go." Katie dragged me down-stairs, and into the living room.

all of the girls, and boys, were sitting there.

i sat down, not looking at anyone.

"hey, can we talk?" 

i looked up and saw Louis staring down at me.

i shrugged and followed him into the kitchen.

"i haven't seen you in ages." he half smiled.

i harrumphed.

"look, im sorry..i just-" he started.

"you know what? no. im really not the girl who starts getting all stupid just because some do-eyed boy tried to kiss her. so, lets just pretend nothing happened. we'll just go on with life acting as though everything is the norm." i stated and turned away from him.

"i don't want too forget." he muttered.

i turned around, a hard expression on my face.

"what the hell did you just say?" i half shouted.

"nothin'.." he mumbled and he pushed past me.

"dam straight. nothing! you said NOTHING!" i shouted after him.

okay, maybe i was kinda hard on the little bear.

but, i had to be. didn't i?

the past month hasn't been absolutely horrific. and that a big complement from me.

and i was actually kind of getting to not hate this stupid little boy-band..

 god, i hate people. they make everything hard. well really i hate boys.

stupid hormonal, annoying boys.

maybe i should just become a lesbian.

i wandered back into the living room, munching on a handful of crisps that i had found.

"hey Jord." Niall sat down beside be, grinning.

i harrumphed again.

"what's wrong with you? i feel as though i haven't seen you in ages.." he stared.

i was becoming uncomfortably aware of his gaze.

"so, what happened with you and Lou?" he propped his head up on his hands, reminding me forcefully of a gossiping high-school cheerleader. 

"nothin." it was my turn to mumble.

he raised his eyebrows at me annoyingly.

"well. it was his fault, i didn't i initiate it. he just got all close and i kinda panicked, i contemplated boxing him, but i thought running away would be better then breaking his nose..?" i rushed out.

"he kissed you?" Niall frowned.

"no. i ran away before he could." i sat back, crossing my legs.

"so, he didn't kiss you."

Niall stared at me, there was a weird look on his face.

sadness?

anger?

triumph?

all three?

who knows how people think.

"okay, as you all know, we are sending five girls home. the boys didn't choose as it would be just to hard to single out any of you." Millie started talking, fake emotion all over her face, "so, we chose. it was a hard decision, but eventually we came to a conclusion.  Boys? would you do us honours of saying who shall be leaving?"

every boy walked to stand in a line.

"the fist girl to leave is: Lily." Zayn said.

Lily wailing with tears.

i tried to pretend my snort of laughter was a cough of condolences.

"Kelly." Liam said.

some curly headed girl stood up, full of spite and stormed out.

i could feel Katie shaking with anticipation beside me.

i hope she doesn't go home, this means so much to her.

"Maddie." Louis sighed, looking genuinely sad.

Maddie smiled, downcast.

Katie hugged her.

i, as you know, hated hugs. any form of human contact.

but, Maddie and Katie were the first two girls i had ever really respected.

so, i braced myself and gave her a quick hug.

"my number is in your phone, ok?" she whispered to me, her cheek damp.

i nodded.

"Natalie." Niall said.

"and last but definitely not least, Jord." Harry said, grinning at me.

my insides flew up into my mouth.

i was going home.

finally.

"whoop!" i roared.

running like a lunatic and dancing like a madman i jumped around hugging Millie and Toad.

"well, that's it. but, we have a little twist. the boys, because they didn't choose who went home, get to choose one girl to come back." Toad smiled, widely, "so boys, out of the five girls who we sent home, who will you pick to come back?"

my heart stopped and i froze, mid dance.

they five boys stared at each-other, obviously they didn't know this was going to happen.

"uh, we choose..."

well, there it is. are you blowing up to see who hey choose? will Jord get her desire to finally go home? or have the lads got other ideas? read, all new, chapter fourteen to find out! love you's Vote, Comment, eat Pizza xoxo