{I'm gonna go through eveyrone who is grieving. Aka Aaron, Garroth, Vylad, and Zane}
3rd p.o.v.
3 days past before Aaron came to school again. The Ro'Meaves had only taken one day for mourning though. So there they sat, in the lunch room, silent. Sure, the chatter of others was still there, but without Aaron or Garroths laughter and cheerfulness, everything was a bit eerie. The quarterback and the heartthrob were both heartbroken. This was foreign to the likes of normal highschoolers. Then word got out with what happened.
Lunches became less noisy. Still noisy but quieter. Almost mournful.Vylad p.o.v.
I sat in English staring at my test. It looked a lot like the homework we had a few days ago. When my mom helped me. That can't ever happen again because she's gone. I can't find strengths within me to lift my pencil and begin to scribble words upon the slim bit of wood called paper. With my name upon the top in pen. Made by my teacher. Her handwriting was just like my moms. I glanced at the clock. Still 30 minutes before the hour is over."Vylad?" The teacher put a hand on my shoulder. "What are you doing?" She asked. "I'm skydiving," I said sarcastically. She scuffed. "Take your test please," she instructing going back to her desk. Stupid teachers. Stupid people. Stupid school. Stupid town. Stupid state. Stupid country. Stupid planet. Stupid life. Stupid...... I glanced at Zane.
Zanes p.o.v.
I wrote in the answers one by one. Trying to think about anything but my mother. This was increasingly hard. I paused for a moment. If only she hadn't gone to the game. Garroths damned game. Its his fault. Its always been his fault. He's the reason I can only see from one of my eyes. He's the reason my mothers died. I will get him back. Revenge was the only thing I can think about. Appreantly in the process of thinking of this, pressure increased onto the pencil from my hand. It snapped, inplanting themselves into my hand.It didnt hurt. Nothing hurts anymore. Smack me. It wont hurt. Punch me. It wont hurt. Whip me. It wont hurt. Burn me. It wont hurt. Impale me. It wont hurt. KILL ME! IT WONT HURT! Not as much as I am already at least.
Garroth p.o.v.
I turned my mashed potatoes upside. Again. Again. Again. Okay, I had been doing this for the past 20 minutes. Silence was the only noise I could hear. ANd it was piercing. I wanted to kill it. To break it. Like it had broke me. But I couldnt. No matter what, I couldnt. I opened my mouth to speak and began to choke me. It became a barricade. Stopping all noise. NOw, it has me swaddled in a blanket and gagged. There was nothing to say anyway. My mother was dead. The funeral would be next weekend. I dont know if I will go. I want to but I dont know I will physically be able to swing my legs onto teh floor and stand without a brace. I would be blinded by tears and deaf by silence.
After School
Aarons p.o.v.
I hadnt been at school today. And now, I look at the piece of paper I had written. I looked at the stool. I went downstairs and grabbed a chair. I set the paper upon teh chair and put the chair rigth in the entry way. I unlocked the door to ensure someone could get in. Then I trudged up the stair and grabbed the hawser. I stood upon teh stool and slipped the hawser over my neck. After it was snug, I kicked teh stool away. I began to choke. I forced my thoughts onto Lily. I would see her soon. My love~ {Sorry for the intruption but I felt it was necessary to explain that HAWSER is just thick rope}
Aphmaus p.o.v.
I looked at Aarons house. He wasnt at school. I couldnt help but worry. I slolwy made my way to teh door. I knocked. Nothing. I knocked again. Nothing. Once more. Nothing. So i jiggled teh doorknob. It was open. This sent waves of worry through me. I swung the door open to see a chair. It had a piece of paper. Odd. I picked it up and began to read.
Dear whoever find this,
Know Im going to see my love, Lily~
</3 Aaron
I dropped teh note and ran up teh stairs. I checked all the room until tehre was only one left. I opened the door. The first thing i was Aarons pale, motionless body. He was like a skin color pale though. THen I saw a stool on it side. It was rolling gradually. He had just done it. The stool wouldnt be moving if it wasnt recent. I ran down teh steps, tripping on teh last step. I faceplanted and felt a warm liquid drip onto teh floor and my face. I forced myself up and into teh kitchen. I drew a cutting knife and went upstairs- being quick but steady. I reached his room and sawed teh rope loose from teh ceiling. He fell to teh floor. I stuck the knife into the side of teh bed. Then I grabbed Aaron. I put my hand under his shirt to reveal his heartbeat. There was one but it was small. WHAT DO I DO?!?
I felt the blood drip onto my eyelids and I eyed teh rope around his neck. I quickly grabbed teh knife and broke teh rope away. Then i threw thw knife at teh wall. It implanted itself. Not like I care though. I pulled my phone out and dialed 911.
{E- emergency responder guy A- Aphmau}
E- hello, what is your emergency?
A- Hello, I just found my friend. He had just attempted suicide and his heart rate is slow but there!
E- okay! WHat teh address?
A- 62 My Street
E- an ambulance we be there soon
Teh call ended and I didnt know waht to do again! I was so worried. More blood fell down. It lined teh sides of my nose now. It hurt like hell! But all I could do was worry about Aaron.
{I felt bad for not posting on Tues so im posting now! :) and I left you with a cliffhanger >:) but at least you only have to wait half of a week instead of a whole one! >:D }
~Stay fabulous kitsunes!
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FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved aw...