{GUESS WHAT?!?! Im changing Shattered schedule!}
Aphmaus p.o.v.
I awoke with a groan, the sun in my eyes. It was Saturday.. I got up and got ready. I put on red lipgloss, white eyes shadow, jeans, lace up boots, and long sleeve sweater. After I was ready, I went downstairs to see Grandpa Richy reading the paper. He glanced up at me. He did a double take.
"You arent going out, are you?" He asked, an eyebrow raised. I nodded, plugging my headphones into my phone. "No your not," He said, making me look at him. "Why not?" I cocked my head. "Because! There are boys out there!" He barked. "So? Im not wearing anything showy," I shrugged. "SO!? There out there! And thats enough!" He shouted. "You realize you are a boy right?" I reminded him. "No, I am a man. And im disgusted at my younger self... I had a child before I was married," He self-scolded himself. "But werent you planning on marrying gramma anyways...?" I added. "THATS NOT THE POINT!" He screamed. "THE POINT IS, YOUR NOT LEAVING THIS HOUSE!" He added. "Watch me," I rolled my eyes, walking out.
I exited the house. When I was about half way across teh street, he shouted, "No TV for you missy!" I giggled. "I dont watch TV anyway. I go on my computer," I mumbled, laughing at him. Before he could shout at me anymore, i put on my head phones and played my music. I mumbled along. {Play song}
"Your lies had taken what lied behind your emerald eyes
Beneath a sea of humility
And you're drowning when you're looking up so hopelessly
On your own
Your hands were once so strong
All alone
The man I loved is gone
I know you can do it cause, I've seen that you knew it once
So if I believe in you, Will you believe it too?
You lie awake and you feel like you're dying
To see the world through my eyes
Maybe for once in your life
Barely alive to the sight of the sirens lights
Your lies had taken what lied behind your emerald eyes
So this is what you chose over me
And you're drowning cause your losing all your perfect dreams
On your own
Your deal with death is done
All alone
Will you ever see the sun?
I've seen that you knew it once, I know you can do it cause
If I can believe in you, you can believe it too
You lie awake and you feel like you're dying
To see the look through my eyes
Maybe for once in your life
Barely alive to the sight of the sirens lights
Your lies had taken what lied behind your emerald eyes
I set myself on fire just to guide you
I'll be your torch in the night so I can light your way
I break myself into pieces just to bind you
I tear myself apart so I can watch you fade
Will I see you again or Will you take this fate?
Can we ever be friends or Will you suffocate?
Am I helping you swim or am I struggling?
Will I fail? Will I fail you again...
Will I see you again or Will you take this fate?
Can we ever be friends or Will you suffocate?
Am I helping you swim or am I struggling?
Will I fail? Will I fail you again...
Will you see me or?...
See through me now, I see through all your sin
You lie awake and you feel like you're dying
To see the world through my eyes
Maybe for once in your life
Barely alive to the sight of the sirens lights
Your lies had taken what lied behind your emerald eyes
I set myself on fire just to guide you
I'll be your torch in the night so I can light your way
I break myself into pieces just to bind you
I tear myself apart so I can watch you fade"I finished just as I arrived at teh park. I sat on teh bench, people watching. It was quite calming. The little girl with red hair was climbing with a boy who looked like her. A woman who had red hair also, watched them discreetly. She mustve been their mother. I smiled at them.
"Well, if it Aphmau," A snobby voice came from behind me. Estelle. I stiffened and went pale. "Not so tough, are you?" A different voice giggled. Lillian. "Heh, we tried to warn you," Another voice hissed. Tara. I slowly stood up and turned. Sure enough, they stood there. Estelle grabbed my arm and, despite my resistance, dragged me to a secluded part of the park. Shadows loomed over them. Giving them a menacing look.
Before I could register what was happening, I was kicked in the gut. I fell to the side, not making noise. "Pathetic," Lillian muttered, kicking me again. After more harmful words that I dont wanna repeat and more kicking, I slowly sat up. Every inch of my body hurt and I was bleeding in some places. "I-I'm not gonna stop defying you," I said, looking straight at Estelle. She smirked before kicking the side of my head.I closed my eyes, and felt my head hit the pavement.
{DID YOU LIKE IT? I did! Anyway, this book will be now coming out on Tuesdays and Saturdays since I am now open on Saturday... Please note, my saturdays can be busy sometimes and if I dont update on Sat. dont worry... But I will try to always update tuesdays.... This past week i was in Minnesota so i couldnt, tho.... As a last few words, i need to say: CLIFFHANGER!!!!}
{dont worry, Im gonna post more either later tonight or tuesday..... So- you'll either have to wait a couple of hours or a couple of days.... Is that mean? XD}
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Shattered {#WATTYS2016} ADOPTED
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved aw...