Aphmaus p.o.v.
I stood at the door, waving good bye to everyone. "A-aphmau...?" I heard a quiet voice ask from behind me. I turned to see Zane. "C-can I talk to you privately," He asked. I nodded and he guided me outside and around teh side of the house. I quickly found myself surrounded by Zane, Garroth, Vylad, and Laurance.
I mentally prepared myself to fight, but physically played it cool. "Aphmau.... whos Jin?" Laurance asked. I tensed up slightly. "My ex," I replied defensively. "Yeah, but you are getting all defensive over him," Zane said like he was interrogating me. "Yeah! I love him," I shot. "So he broke your heart...?" Vylad suggested. "No!" I argued. "Then why did he leave? Did he cheat on you?" Garroth guessed. "Did he steal?" Laurance added. "Maybe go to jail!" Vylad put in. "Or did he hurt you?" Zane continued.
I felt my heart break a little. How dare they say such awful things about him!? They continued to trash talk him. I balled my fist. Not stopping as my knuckled went white. No. I relax until i felt my skin break and blood poured from the palm of my hand I felt it slid down my fingers as i relaxed slightly.
"On days like this, kids like you should be burning in hell," I spat, walking away. Screw them. I went upstairs, knowing perfectly well, Grandpa was at the airport right now. I turned my music full blast. And I slipped my dress off. Everything was put away. Finally it was just me and Thorgi.
I sat there. And ended up with the blade in my hand. I slowly cut my skin. I cleaned it and set it down. Then I turned on a Pandora. One of the songs I had recently taking a liking to came on. {Play song}
"I don't know where I'm going
But I got a feeling that it's gonna be good
And we're all lost for the moment
But the traveling air is something we're told
Life can go up, life can go south
Shades about youth, carry us now
This adolescence is beating us down
Let our free mouths carry us now
'Cause we're all sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved
Sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved
My heart is all for loving but I got a feeling that it's gonna get hurt
But I'll let it run away with the wild ones
Stay with the wild ones, play with the wild ones
Life can go up, life can go south
Shades about youth, carry us now
This adolescence is beating us down
Let our free mouths carry us now
'Cause we're all sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved
Sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved
I'd rather run away with the wild ones
Stay with the wild ones, play with the wild ones
I'd rather run away with the wild ones
Stay with the wild ones, play with the wild ones
I'd rather run away with the wild ones
Stay with the wild ones, play with the wild ones
(x2)
'Cause we're all sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved
Sad teens, with happy faces
Looking for some type of getaway from authority
'Cause my thoughts are tingle more than my headphones
And we just wanna be loved"I finished and went downstairs to get a drink of water. I got a cup and went upstairs. I finished it and layed down to sleep. {You have no idea how long i've been planning this dream! X3}
Dream~ I was in the school. The bell rang and floods of students came. I was shoved to the ground by people. I put my hands up to cover my head. But nothing came. I opened my eyes. No one was around me. I slowly stood up. The school was empty. This gave it and eerie feeling. I looked around to see 3 things on the floor. It looked like bodies. They were covered by a tarp. Curiosity killed the cat. I crept closer and threw the tarp to the side. The 3 bodies were Jeffory, Zane, and Aaron. I stumbled backwards. NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I was too focused and shocked with the bodies to see a knife appear in my hand. Too preoccupied to see the blood become splattered onto my clothes. "Y-you!" A voice snapped me from my mind. I spunned around to see Garroth, Laurance, Travis, Vylad, Zenix, Katelyn, Nicole, and Kawaii~Chan. They were all shaking. "You did this, Aphmau~Senpai...?" Kawaii~Chans shaky voice whispered. I was speechless. "IM GONNA KILL YOU!" Katelyn screamed at me. She charged at me. I couldnt move. ~Dream
I awoke sweating. W-what was that!?
{K! That was a good chappy! Also, That was as close as I am gonna get to killing any of those 3. Since they are all dead in the main series!}
~Stay fabulous kitunes!
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Shattered {#WATTYS2016} ADOPTED
FanfictionTRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved aw...