Me, Myself, & My Babies

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• Maisie •

Wednesday

I was walking to school with Madison telling her what happened over the weekend and Friday night.

"So you lost your virginity?" She clarified as we approached the crosswalk onto school grounds. She was being very calm about this.

Just kidding.

"I'm going to rip Darren's dick off when I see him" she bluntly said as she narrowed her green eyes ahead.

"Yeah, ugh I made a major mistake" I groaned as we crossed the street.

"Did you guys use protection?" She asked more quietly as we passed a group of skate boarders.

"Madison, I don't even know, I was more focused in the now when we hooked up" I whispered.

"Mase, what if you're pregnant?" She asked more seriously as we entered school.

"I don't know, my mom didn't even know I went to a party let alone, what I did"

We were in the cafeteria waiting for the bell to ring.

"You should tell her-" she got interrupted by looking at something behind me.

I looked behind and saw a familiar guy. He had black messy hair and wore khakis with a Chicago bulls shirt. Basic.

"You can take Fireball like a champ" then he walked away to a group. A group with Darren in it.

"Okay, what else happened that you didn't tell me about" I turned to Madison to see her green eyes looking in mine.

"I took 3 shots, gave a body shot, and then I drank what was left of Fireball they had at the party" I chuckled.

"Wow" she whispered.

Then the bell rang sending everyone off to class.

***

Thursday

I woke up feeling just a little sick. I shrugged it off and started getting ready for school. I took a shower, but not as long as I wanted to because Daniel pounded on the door every five minutes telling me to hurry up.

When I got out, fully dressed with my hair twisted up with the towel my brother was slowly walking up the stairs with a plate pancakes and sausage.

When the smell of sausage hit my nose, I stated getting really sick.

I ran into my room to get away from the smell.

When I didn't feel sick anymore I went to finish getting ready.

I wore shorts and an oversized white sweater by Pink.

I put some Nike's on and pulled my hair up in a ponytail.

I walked downstairs and in the kitchen where I saw sausage in the front pan sitting in grease.

I started feeling really sick again.

Scratch that, I was getting sick. I ran to the trash can and threw up bile.

"Oh honey, are you okay?" I heard my mom say behind me as I stood up.

"Yeah, I guess I just need to something to eat and drink" I smiled a little, "but I need to brush my teeth" I walked upstairs, luckily Daniel was done in the shower and brushed my teeth.

I walked back downstairs and raided the fridge to only find some cut up cantaloupe and ate some.

I grabbed my bag and went outside as soon as possible to get away from that smell.

I texted Madison and got a reply back from her.

Sorry, I'm not walking today I have to go get my wisdom teeth taken out :(

I sent her a good luck text and started walking to school alone. Usually my brother catches a ride with his friends, while I preferred walking. Especially when it's nice out.

I heard someone skating behind me and I swerved to the left of the sidewalk for them to get past me.

But no one passed me. Instead they were walking next to me. I looked over to see Darren.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"Nothing, can't I just walk with a beautiful girl?"

"No, what do you want?" I repeated again.

He sighed, "Okay look, no one can know we hooked up last week"

"Yeah me too, but I can't exactly forget my first time" I said a little more quiet.

"Wait what?" Darren stopped in front of me, "did I just hear you say first time?"

"Yeah" I looked at the ground.

"So I was your first?" I looked up to see him smirking with satisfaction.

"Yeah, but it's not like I remembered much of it anyways plus I was so stupid that night and wasn't thinking and if i was I sure wouldn't have went up in a room with the biggest fuckboy at this school" I glared.

"Do you want a pat on the back for taking disadvantage of a drunk girl and taking her virginity?" I stepped closer to him looking in his eye, "What would you mom think? Your dad? Or even your older sister?" I questioned.

"Look, I'm sorry if I knew it was your first time I wouldn't have done anything" he looked at me seriously, "and its not like you unwillingly went with me"

"Whatever I need to get to school" I brushed past him.

I started walking again without being interrupted again thank God.

When I arrived I did the same thing I would always do. Go to my classes, talk to friends, I saw Darren a couple of times with the new girl. Poor her.

I made it through another day of high school.

Just to think I have two more years here.

I was walking home and saw a yellow jeep in our driveway. My brother and his basketball team must not have practice today.

I walked in the house to see they were watching a basketball game. I walked upstairs into my room and laid down.

I changed out of my jeans into some sweats. I started yawning and eventually feel asleep.