Why We Broke Up?

I feel like I'm lost apart of who I am.

I feel a constant swing in my emotions.

I feel a constant pain and discomfort me all day.

I feel beaten emotionally.

I feel so sick in my stomach and a knot in my throat.

I feel unwanted and unloved.

And I feel like I'm dying slowly.

Is this the feeling of being heart broken?

I think it is.

It's a feeling you can never understand until you experience it.

The moment he left me......

My world turned into upside down.

From Paradise became into Hell.

He takes everything with me....

My mind, my body and the most important thing...

My innocent heart.

This fresh wound in my heart.....

breaking me into pieces...........

....................... slowly killing me.

I feel like I'm half-alive.

Yes. I can breath and move freely.

BUT

I'm dead inside.

He stole my smile... my happiness.

I tried everything to bring back again what we had but he just told me these painful words.

"I'm sorry. Ayoko na. I'm tired of our fights everyday. Nakakasawa. Paulit-ulit. Palagi mo kong sinasakal sa relasyon na 'to kaya tapusin na lang natin." Walang gatol-gatol na paliwanag niya sakin.

"Please naman. Don't give up that easily. Ibalik natin kung anong meron tayo dati." Naiiyak kong pagmamakaawa sa taong pinakamamahal ko. I just can't afford to lose him.

Nanatili lang siyang walang kibo sa sinabi ko.

"Hindi ko kayang mawala ka. Mababaliw ako. Mahal na mahal kita." dagdag ko habang niyakap siya ng mahigpit at patuloy umiiyak.

"Sorry. Ayoko na talaga." Mapaklang bulong niya sa tenga ko habang pilit kumakalas mula sa pagkakayakap ko. Hihigpitan ko pa sana sa pagkakayakap sa kaniya kaso mas malakas siya kaysa sakin.

"Ano ba talaga ang totoong rason?" tanong ko sa kaniya habang nakatingin sa mga mata niya. Gusto kong malaman ang totoo. Kilalang-kilala ko siya. Hindi siya basta-basta makikipagbreak kung walang matinding dahilan.

"Maraming akong dahilan. Let's just end our relationship. That would be better." sagot niya sabay umalis sa harapan ko.

Naiwan akong mag-isa sa hallway. Parang tangang umiiyak. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Gumuho ang mundo ko. Sobrang sakit na makitang lumalayo ang taong minahal ko ng matagal. Di man lang siya lumilingon kung nasaan ako.

Ang daming tanong tuloy ang nasa utak ko. What's wrong with me? Damn it! I did everything to be the best girlfriend for him. I cooked for him. I cleaned his room. I treated him as my King. I'm proud of having him in my life. I'm honest and loyal to him. Most of all, I love him with ally my heart and soul. Pero bakit ganito ang nangyari? How could be it easy for him to choose to break me into pieces? Why we end like this?

Tell me, why we broke up? </3

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Aug 05, 2013 Monday

WRITER'S NOTE:

HI TO ALL READERS OF Why We Broke Up! Kaway kaway kayo diyan! ;)

Do you like the teaser ba? Sana OO! Pinaghandaan ko 'yan! Hihi

Since I'm also a Realist writer, this story of mine will be based in real life.. real heartache I mean. Chos! ;)

Minsan sa buhay talaga di natin maiwasan ang di masaktan, maiwanan ng minamahal. Siguro ganon talaga ang takbo ng buhay. Just remember this, if he's / she's not the one for you, then the relationship won't work in the end.

This story can be a guide for everyone. Not to repeat the same mistake again. Ehem.

Btw, suggest kayo ng first name either girl or boy 'yan para maisali ko sa cast nito. Just comment it na lang dito. :)

Sana suportahan niyo itong second story ko -> Why We Broke Up.

PLEASE VOTE and LEAVE A COMMENT. ;)

Maraming salamat!

Xoxo,

Sweetfireflyy <3

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