Chapter-12
Logan
Finally, it's over and I can go back home back to my pack and basically an Alpha should not leave his pack for much longer time but, again sometimes there are exceptions I guess. All in all I'm happy that this stupid meeting scenario is over and I get to go back into my safe heaven or I made it safe, whatever.
I was in my room packing my stuff as my flight was in a few hours and few of my other pack members who accompanied me here were also ready to go and to say they were much eager than me , because some of them have mates and pups back home, who they miss badly.
I heard a knock on my door and without my permission one of my closest friends and my third in command came sauntering in and threw himself on my bed with an 'oomph' sound and made himself comfortable on it and sighed like he was in heaven or something.
"You need anything my majesty" I retorted, sarcastically and folded my hands over my chest.
"Nah I'm fine but, again could you give me some head massage" asked Owen opening one eye to look at me.
"With pleasure" I said and in one swift move I locked his head in my arms and gave him his massage with him struggling to break free and me laughing at his failed antics. When after good ten minutes I let him go he gasped for breath and glared at me and quickly fixed his clothes and hairs and I retorted "anything else my majesty" and smirked when he glared at me and grumbled a response "whatever" and again lay on my bed, I shook my head and started doing packing again, when he broke it asking "is everything okay"
"Yeah" I said, not looking up to see him.
"Okay, so are you excited to go back" Owen said again.
"Kind of, you" I asked and thought why wouldn't he, a mate waiting for him to come with open arms and all that jazz.
"I'm a little nervous" he confessed which made me look up at him and eyed him suspiciously.
"Did you do something, you shouldn't?" I asked with raised eyebrow, at this he rolled his eyes and sighed "get your head out of gutter, I didn't cheat on her" he said
Then what makes you this nervous and whining like a girl" I asked and now I'm confused. If he didn't cheat on his mate then why would he seem nervous and he's never nervous but, always a happy go lucky guy.
"Well actually I didn't tell you one thing" Owen said and looked like he did something offended towards the pack or something.
"Okay I'm listening" and motioned him to continue his rant or whatever.
"Actually I, I mean we hid something from you" Owen started and smiled nervously at me and I might not like it but whatever and he continued with a heavy sigh he said "well I'm going to be a father" he said in one go, I raised my brow at him and said "Are you joking?"
He just shook his head and said "nah, I'm pretty damn serious here, well you see when you asked me to come with you here and attend theses stupid meetings I agreed and later that day I found out that Rachel was pregnant and soon we will be parents but, I couldn't tell you because you wanted me to stay back here with you so, we hid it from you" and smiled sheepishly at me.
"What do you want me to say at this, well done or congratulations for knocking up your mate?" I said in a bored tone and asked "why the hell are you nervous again because I'm lost?" and sat beside him on the bed.
Owen just sat there and stared at me like I have grown two heads and shook his head sand said "well sometimes your dense then the china wall itself" pause "well I'm nervous because what if I'm not a good father or what if my son or daughter grew up hating me, or I'm not ready to be one.." he ranted all his doubts with a fine pace, I got up from the bed and placed both my hands on his shoulder and shook him hard and said "well first of all stop ranting about 'what if's or not's' and in my opinion you will be great father and your children will never hate you and if the does it will be only case when they get to know that their uncle Logan is more smart and funny then their dad" I joked at the last which cause him to chuckle along me and the he said "sometimes I think what will your mate do with you"
"Well it's for me to know and you to guess" I said "well it will only happen when I'll find one" I bit out and thought how other Alphas in one the meetings angrily bit out that "how do you know when you are mate less" it hurt but I didn't show any emotions, how can I, an Alpha couldn't show any emotion because a weak Alpha means weak pack and weak pack means easy target. I was pulled out of my thoughts when Owen said "well don't think about those Alpha's said to you because I know that you will find your mate soon and maybe who knows your mate might be waiting for you and you just have to look"
I merely nodded and finished packing my last of the belongings and just we zipped the last bag they called for us to come down because it was time to head home and we both left the room with my luggage because their luggage was already by the door.
"Well let's get going" I said once we reached the others by the door and with that we were off to home and I prayed that Owen was right and my mate was waiting for me because it was high time and I wanted my Luna with me.
And little did I know I spoke too soon.
