I hate knowing that you are no longer mine, I hate knowing that you never loved me, I hate knowing you never called me yours, I hate knowing that you never wanted me but instead used me for your sexual needs.
I've never felt so useless knowing that all you wanted from me was pleasure. I hate knowing that every time I heard "I love you" from your lips was a lie but most of all I hate knowing I fell for the tricks you played upon me.
I hate myself for still loving you.
