It's 4:01AM right now and I just wanna burst into tears for no complete reason. I feel so melancholy. My thoughts change so much. Late at night I feel like I have no one but then again I only have a few true friends. I'm confused, unfocused & unbalanced. My life is just a big crumbled up mess. I haven't found out who I wanna be or who I am & everyone judges me for it. I don't want to spend my last 4 years of a child thinking about my future I want to enjoy my life thing about how happy it is right now. Listening to sad, emotional songs probably isn't helping my state of mind but I feel so useless and sad. I don't know what to do with myself.
