It's pathetic laying in bed crying over someone, crying over someone who will never love you back, being in love hurts so much especially when they don't even know who you are. It hurts seeing them with someone else knowing that they could be happy and that's all that matters. Love hurts when they can't hold you or kiss you or even realise you are alive.
Jesus Christ it hurts so much that my chest gets numb and I feel nothing. It gets to the point where I can't breath and I cry myself to sleep. I'm so madly in love with someone who will never care about me.
I'm in love with someone who could be in love with someone else which I wouldn't even know it. It hurts a lot. A little to much.
He's the love of my life but I'm not his.
