Running from love! (Slowly Editing)

So much hate but I won't give in.

~Chapter 11~ 

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground
      -Stand My Ground by Within Temptation

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The next day, after I stayed awake all night out of my room 'cause I didn't want to stay in the same room with her, I lost first period just to be able to go to my room and change. When I was done I went to the principals office to change room. His secretary, Olivia, was responsible for the classification of the rooms and she  was willing to help me if only I told her the reason why I wanted to move. 

"I just don't want to stay there anymore." I said trying to keep the rest out of the conversation.

"Oh, I see." she said. "You had a fight with your friend, didn't you?" I nodded. "That's not a reason to change room. You may be okay with your friend in a little while and want to stay with her again and when that happens I don't think I will be able to change you again." she continued.

"I'm not going to be okay with her anymore. I won't change my mind. I promise." I said. She didn't look convinced but she moved on with the process. When she was done I was finally free to pack my things and  move to my new room. Olivia told me that a new girl was about to come and live there with me in a few days.

She let me free for the first part of the day to move but I had to participate in every period I had after lunch. I moved from my previous room as fast as I could so I wouldn't have to skip lunch and come face to face with Kayla. When I was done the empty room was full of my things and I had fifteen minutes till lunch. While I was moving, my mind was occupied and I didn't have to think about the events of the previous day. Now I had to find something else to make me forget. I moved my things in different places in the room two or three times before the ring relieved me.

I made my way to lunch. When I walked inside the room I heard whispers and saw eyes looking at me like I was something dirty. I knew what they were talking about. I guess Kayla couldn't stand not to let them all know and maybe make some more rumors about me. Why was I so blinded and didn't see her real self before? I hated that I had to stay and eat there with all of them looking at me like this. I took my food and sat on a table by my self and tried to eat but I couldn't.

It was like a magnet was pulling me and I raised my head. Luke was coming inside the room and I could see how sad he was and how he was hurting. He was still the most beautiful person I had ever seen though his eyes where sad. When he came closer and looked at me the sadness in his eyes welcomed the repulsion and the hate. That was something I couldn't handle so I left the room as fast as I could before I started  crying.

That day was so  bad and it passed so slow, it was like someone made the clock go slower just to annoy me and make me suffer. When this day was finally done and I managed to lie on my bed I was so tired and I thought I could sleep without thinking about all these but I was wrong. I couldn't sleep and I didn't, I didn't sleep that day or the next day or the day after. 

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~Three days latter~

I made my way to find Luke. I wanted to explain. He had to know the truth even if he didn't believe it. I waited right outside his room and when he got out he wasn't alone, Kayla was with him. I was shocked to see them together and that hurt me but I kept it inside. When they saw me Kayla smirked and Luke looked angrily at me.

"What do you want?" he asked coldly. 

"I want to talk to you. Please, let me explain!" I said but he walked passed me. 

"I don't wanna hear anything." he said and walked away with Kayla. When Luke couldn't look at her, Kayla turned to look at me with a devilish smile on her face. That was when I decided I would do anything to make him believe me, that and the fact that I realised I didn't wanna be without him anymore. I won't give in!

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Chapter 11. 
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