Sexy Seventeen (A kohnnie Fanfiction)

Chapter Eleven

Kyles P.O.V

I took a deep breath and knocked on Johnnies front door. I had horrible news to tell him and I was about to break down any minute. Surprisingly his mom answered. Come to think of it, I have never met his mom before. She opened it with a fake smile painted on her face.

"Hello I'm looking for Johnnie," I said politely peaking over her shoulder into his house.

"He's in the backyard go ahead and go around back through the gate," she told me as her smile soon turned into a real one. I walked around back and saw him sitting on a porch swing with his acoustic guitar singing a song which I couldn't quite hear. He saw me and put down his guitar and ran to me.

He jumped into my arms and I was pretty much holding his heavy ass. He looks small but trust me he feels like he is 800 pounds. I put him down and leaned in and kiss his soft lips. Had to do it one last time right?

Our lips moved slowly with each other's for a couple minutes before I pulled back.

"Um Johnnie I have.....news," I told him hesitantly.

"Shoot" he replied

"Well, I'm moving to Florida and I think we should break up." I told him on the verge of tears. I could tell he was cause he loosened his grip around me and sat down on the stairs that led up to his house.

"We can make it work until you turn 18, right?" He asked sadly.

"Long distance relationships never work," I said. A tear fell from his eyes and I felt like the most awful person to ever live. I didn't want to break up but I would rather do it in person then on Skype or over the phone.

"When I turn 18 I'll come back and pick you up. I swear."

"Ok," he sobbed, "can we have just a couple more hours together?"

"Sure I don't leave until tomorrow,"

He gave me a sad smile but picked his guitar back up.

"I wrote a song" he said a little bit happier then before. I nodded telling him to play it. He started whistling and strumming his guitar to a soft beat.

"I'm not perfect life's not worth this pain. I drives us both insane. I'm just saying life's not always so great. It's sometimes so damn shitty. It's not so perfect as it seems and we were meant for better things then giving up on love. When giving up, when giving up is not so perfect as it seems and we were meant for better thing when giving up on live when giving up was never good enough."

He stopped singing and still had a sad fake smile on his face.

"That's all I have so far," he told me. He set his guitar down and just stared to the ground. It broke my heart seeing him like this but there wasn't much I could do to help. I pulled him into my lap and he leant himself against the crook of my neck. It honestly felt like I was holding a child. I kissed his forehead and hugged him as he cried into my sweatshirt.

My parents were probably doing this on purpose because they knew I have or I guess now had a boyfriend. I felt my own tear roll down my face. You never realize how much you love someone until you lose them forever

"I love you Johnnie," I assured him shakily.

"I love you too Kyle," he replied barely audible.

"I have to go," his crying got louder and I tried my best to kiss him with his tears pouring out full blast but I just settled for a tight hug. I hugged him and he hugged me back.

"You have my number," I told him, "promise to keep in touch?"

"I promise," he responded then fell back into the stairs.

I walked back to my house and saw the moving truck in the driveway. I waited until I got to what was left of my room and cried. I cried a lot. I was leaving the only place I have lived in my entire life. But more importantly I was leaving the love of my life.

A/N: ;) yay drama