He Saved Me

Chapter 4

After a while of lying there with Zayn, he finally fell asleep. A couple of hours of listening to his soft breathing I finally fell asleep too. When I woke up all I could feel was pain. Physically everything was numb, but emotionally everything hurt. I tried not to replay the actions of last night but I couldn't help it. Tears threatened my eyes but I swallowed my sadness. I cannot let this hurt me. I have to be strong for myself.

I was starting to get a little uncomfortable so I tried to move a little bit also trying not to wake Zayn up. As I was moving around I felt his arms tighten around me. He looked so peaceful, so I just laid in the uncomfortable position. Since I wasn't going to move I just laid there and starting thinking of my future. I was going to be eighteen soon. I have to think of where am I going to live. I love Zayn and his mom so much, it's just I can't just be stuck here my whole life. I need to grow up and be an adult.

Fifteen minutes have passed of me thinking about my future and I feel Zayn start to stir around. I just kind of sat there staring at him. Lost in my own world I didn't realize that he had opened his eyes until shook me a little. I just smiled at him and laid my head on his chest. This is okay. Everything will be okay. I will be okay.

He finally spoke up, " How about we just chill here today."

"Sounds good" I said.

I got out of his embrace and walked to the bathroom.

As I was walking I got back into my dead. Maybe Zayn and his mom would be more at peace if I wasn't here for them to worry about me.

While I was thinking about some depressing shit I pulled up the shirt I was wearing. I saw all my scars and 3 fresh cuts. I started to feel tears fall but I quickly wiped them away. "Don't fucking do it Selena. Stop being a pussy." I told myself.

Then there was a knock on the door.

"Are you okay Lena?" Zayn asked

"Yeah I'm fine. I'll be out in a minute." I said clearing my throat because it felt like I was choking on a boulder. "Okay come down stairs when you do" he walked away.

Checking to see if I looked like I was crying, I looked okay. I got out and headed downstairs. As I was walking I can smell breakfast. I loved it. It was good to come here and feel like I belong.

I walked in the kitchen and Tricia came and gave me a bone crushing hug. She tells me I can live here and that I never have to go back there. I just nod and hug her back. I don't want to tell her and Zayn that I don't plan on staying yet.

She pulled me back and looked at me.

"You are such a beautiful girl and you are going places. You're the strongest person I know." I smiled and just looked at the floor. I'm not use to being complemented. How are you supposed to respond?

She let me go then it was time for Zayn's turn. He took me in his arms, hugging me like he never wanted to let me go and I was okay with that. I buried my head in he's chest. "I love you" he whispered. "I love you too".

After the emotional moment we sat down at the table to eat. She made us eggs, bacon, sausages, fried bread, baked beans and mushrooms.

"So Lena I got everything already planned out for you" Tricia said

I just nodded.

"First we are giving you the room next to Zayn's." I just looked at him and groaned.

"What?" he said

"I have to be by you eww."

He frowned.

I just laughed and continued with my breakfast.

I really enjoyed being here. I always have an amazing time here. I feel so loved and wanted. It's incredible.

"Then we are going to buy you everything, clothes, shoes, girl stuff, a phone. Everything!" She was really excited.

"Oh you really don't have too. I can get it."

"No I insist" she said squeezing my shoulder.

After eating I headed up stairs. I went into Zayn's bathroom to take a shower. After I was done washing everything, I got out, dried myself, and headed to his closet. I picked out his 'Cool Kids Don't Dance' shirt and some sweats. They were a little big but it's okay. I brushed my hair and lay down for no reason at all.

My eyelids got really heavy so I closed them. I was almost asleep when I felt the bed dip in. He just sat crisscrossed in front of me. His cold hand touched my arm and I shivered. He is always so cold. I just don't get it. He started to trace my tattoos that were on my arm.

Yeah I have tattoos.

The feeling was so calming that it made me fall asleep.

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I was sitting in my English class wondering where the hell Lena and Zayn were. I can't believe they would just leave me here in this hell hole all alone. I mean I thought we were friends.

The day couldn't have gone any slower. I was so relieved when the bell finally rang. I rushed out of that school so fast. I didn't even stop at my locker.

I started to walk towards the gym. I really need my own car, but if Lena and Zayn showed up I wouldn't be in this situation. When I finally got there I saw that the Liam kid was talking to Mr. Payne, his dad I guess. Then I saw her standing next to him.

I recognized her right away how can you miss her. She has beautiful brown hair and that gorgeous smile that you can see from a mile away. She looked over in my direction then we locked eyes. I smiled showing my dimples. She smiled back then turned around to talk to Liam. I probably looked like a dumbass but hey I got her to smile back.

Sighing I walked in the locker room and got dressed. I really hope those two show up. Mr. Payne would be pissed if Selena missed a practice.

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Hi guys. I'm sorry I havn't updated in a while. I've been busy. Plus I don't think I'm doing a good job. I'm not sure if ill continue or not. But if I get 5 reads or 5 votes or comments ill continue. :)