Chapter 11

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While I was replaying what I said to Lena I realized how much of an idiot I am. She's been through a lot and I do this to her? How selfish could I be? While I was sitting here cursing at myself I decided that I should go apologize to her. I was sitting on the curb outside of Liam's house. Getting up I walked back inside to go find them.

On my way up I was stopped by Karen.

"Zayn sweetheart what are you doing down here?" She asked.

"Oh um I was just using the bathroom."

"You know Liam has one in his room right?" she laughed.

I know there's a bathroom in there. I just couldn't tell her what was really happening.
"Really? After all these years I've never noticed."

She just laughed and walked away. So I finished running up the stairs to Liam's room. I didn't bother to knock and I just went in. Before I got all the way in the room I saw them. They were both on the floor against the bathroom door. He was holding her so gently, but the thing that got me the most was what they were doing. He was cupping her face and their lips were connected. My heat broke into many pieces. I was just standing there watching them.

I think they notice my presents when they stopped and looked at me.

I didn't know what to say. They both got up and they were holding hands. I looked at the ground and whispered "What the hell?" They I started to yell. "We are going home now!" I said while grabbing her arm but she snatched it back. Liam got a little in front of her like he was trying to protect her. Wait from me? I wasn't going to hurt her. That made y hear hurt even more.

"No you're going home." she said. "And why would you care if I come or not! I'm worthless to you anyways" she raised her voice.

That hurt. It really did but I know that it's my fault so I can't really say anything.

"Why were you two kissing?" I asked well I kind of yelled.

"It's none of your business!" She yelled back.

"I'm your best friend! I have a right to know. I also wanted to know because before we came here you hated his guts! And now you're kissing him!" I yelled.

"He was here Zayn when you weren't. When I thought you would always be with me and protect me. When I thought you were the only person in the world that understood my pain. Now you've just thrown that all away. Like this was just a big game for you. "You've hurt me Zayn, in more ways than my dad ever has. But I guess I'm the foolish one to think that you cared." She was begging to walk out but I stopped her.

"Lena wait I'm sorry" She shoved passed me and she was gone. I didn't go after her because I was still in shock with what she said. I hurt her more than her dad did.

"Zayn-" Liam started but I cut him off.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP LIAM! DON'T YOU EVEN START! WE WOULDN'T BE IN THIS MESS IF IT WASNT FOR YOU! I shouted.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me right now" He said under his breath, but I still herd him.

"IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT YOU'RE AN IGNORANT PRICK THAT TOLD HER SHE WAS WORTHLESS AND SHE DESERVED EVERYTHING HER DAD DID TO HER! I WAS JUST BEING THERE FOR HER; I WAS THE ONE HOLDING HER WHEN SHE THOUGHT SHE HAD NO ONE LEFT IN THE WOLD ZAYN! YOU CAUSED THIS NOT ME! YOU SHOULD BE BLAMING YOUR SELF!"

I just looked at him in shock. He was right. Why am I like this? I gave him one last look and bolted out of his room. I am so glad that Karen and Geoff we not around so I didn't get questioned.

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Today was very busy in the bakery. I know I shouldn't be working right after my graduation, but that was enough excitement for the day. Plus I didn't like to party much anyways. I need the money also. Saturday's were one of our busiest days. Especially today because many people were coming for graduation cakes.

"Hi how can I help you today?" I said while looking at the previous order sheet.

"Hi Harry."
I looked up and saw Alex. I couldn't help but blush a little and smile so you could see my dimple.
"Oh hi Alex. How can I help you?" I asked.

"Can I get a dozen chocolate cookies please?" she asked.

I think it's time I show her how flirty I can get.

"What's a pretty girl like you going to do with a dozen cookies?" I asked.
She just blushed and looked down.

"Would you like to help me eat them?" She asked nervously.

"Did you just ask me out on a date?"
She just giggled. "I'll be off in ten minutes. I'll meet you outside." I smiled.

"Oh and the cookies are on me," I said with a wink.

~~1 Hour Later~~

I'm not really sure where I'm going, but I know I'm not going back there. There is nothing here for me anymore.

I should just go to New York now. It was bound to happen soon so why not now. I don't really care that I won't say bye to anyone. It's time for a new start and a new me. I walked down the street and decided I didn't know where I was. So I called a Taxi to come and get me.

Once it arrived I hopped in the back and told him my address. It took about twenty minutes to get to Zayn's house. When we pulled up it was just mine and Zayn's car. Trisha wasn't home thank god. This will make it easier. I told the taxi guy to wait for me and I ran upstairs. I just grabbed the few stuff I had at Zayn's. I ran downstairs, wrote a note, and left.

On my way to the airport I disconnected my phone so no one can call or text. I really was starting fresh. We pulled up to the airport, I paid the guy, and I ran in to get a flight to New York.

I caught the very last flight for the night.

"Now boarding flight 144 to New York City, Flight 144 to New York City." The lady said over the intercom.

I grabbed my stuff and went to the gate.

This was it. I'm going home. And once again.

Not even looking back...

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The end...












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