I was known as the girl who loved to easily and lost things in the hardest way possible.
One minute I'd have a graceful life, the next, a living hell.
Life isn't simple or anything near okay for thos who fall in love too easily. Falling in love too easy makes you more vulnerable to others.
They spot you as a weakness.
A target.
A toy. That can be easily picked up and played with and then instantly forgotten about.
This is the consequence for falling in love too easily.
You have to pay for the easy things in life.
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I wake up to screaming. The loudest of it possible.
Lily.
Lily is my little sister. She's 11. She has a slight case of nightmare disorder. It doesn't happen often but when it doesnt, it's hell.
I run into her room and lay into her bed. I grab her softly and cradle her into my arms.
"Shh, it's okay I'm here." I say softly to her.
"Dakota?" She questions.
"Yes, I'm right here."
"It was the same nightmare."
"I know. But it's over now. You can go back to sleep."
"No, I can't"
"Why?"
"They still come back."
"Okay, then I'll just stay in here with you."
I laid there with her for almost an hour. She had fallen asleep in my arms, cradled in a ball.
I slip out from underneath her and headed down to the kitchen.
Ah yes, me.
I'm Dakota. I'm 17, almost 18. I have long brown hair, I'm 5'7. And I have light brown eyes.
It's almost 4 in the morning, so I decide to make some cereal.
I pull out my phone and text my best friend, Skylar.
Skylar is beyond gorgeous. She has blackish brown hair, blue eyes and she's 5'2. She has such a bright smile. No wonder all the guys at school like her.
Me: yo bishhhh, you up?
Sky- I am now.
Me: were hanging out today.
Sky- we always do.
After I finished my cereal, I walked back up to my room and fell asleep.
*in my dream*
This was a year ago. I was in the hallway at school. Everyone was looking at me. I was crying for some reason.
"Can you shut up?" I hear a girl sneer as she walks past.
As she walks away, I see my ex, Jax, I walk up to him very quickly.
"What's going on, Jax?"
"Didn't I tell you to leave me alone? This is gonna work, it never did. So get out of my life."
I felt the tears start to well up I'm my eyes."You don't mean that."
"Yes, I do. Now go away."
I start walking away and suddenly the ground starts falling. And at that moment everything came crashing down on me. I had realized my problem in life. The reason I kept getting hurt.
I wake up to the sound of my phone ringing and I quickly answer it.
{Yello.....
So this is my first chapter.
Hope you enjoyed it.
Um this is the cast, because I don't know how to include it in the story.
Dakota- Troian Bellisario
Skylar- Grace Phipps
Lily- Siena Agudong
5sos- themselves
Jax- Taylor Lautner
Well that's about it
Byeee penguins xoxo🐧🐧🐧}
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Fanfiction《Everybody's got their demons, even wide awake or dreamin》 |You have to overcome demons, or they'll tear you piece by piece|